tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-138387912011-04-22T01:59:28.826+08:00I want to know the real meaning of living in this world.wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.comBlogger2711100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-74049200667337416912009-05-01T01:16:00.002+08:002009-05-01T01:20:19.702+08:00Link me at <a href="http://lib-changes.blogspot.com">http://lib-changes.blogspot.com</a><br />It's a new life, a bew blog... ^^<br />People who want me to link, plz leave a message on my tag...<br />Cheers ^^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-7404920066733741691?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-55292833057054205872009-04-27T19:26:00.002+08:002009-04-27T19:46:23.263+08:00Yes...<br />See how i change...<br />See how will i endure shits that come along my way this time round...<br />See how i am gonna cope with such a fuck up schedule even without sleep...<br />See how am i gonna stay strong on emotion and mentally...<br /><br />Watch me!<br />A new phrase of life is about to begins, When EVERY single things change...<br />Relationships are all different... No matter with friendships, kinships, love, or whatever it is, all has change...<br />Left my sch school friends, my main group of friends now are my dearest church friends and my smokers sch buddies(Oppss)..<br />Kinship, been closer with my 2 mei nowadays...<br />AND! I got a new jie! Although she very busy, and i also very busy which make us almost never have any chance to meet each other, but i know that Jie is still there to cheer me up... I love you Jie!<br />Love? Ohh well... Finally I really gave up... Really... Just couldn't take it anymore... Though it hurts, but ohh well... I am gonna stay strong...<br />Education... IT'S POLY NOW! well, nuff said for this.<br />Jobs and work, Working in NIGHT SAFARI! COOL EH!<br />BUT BUT WAIT! i am not feeding the animals lah... Working in FnB line in one of the fast food restaurant there called Bongo Burgers ^^<br /><br />Really have a very tied schedule...<br />Til i don't have enough time to sleep...<br />But don't worry, NOTHING is IMPOSSIBLE!<br />God will help me find a solution or give me the strength to continue!<br />^^<br /><br />I am gonna change a new blog too.<br />Although the link will remain(lib-life.bs), but this blog link will be change and go into hiding...<br />My new main blog will soon be out...<br />After i write my blogskin, i will start posting abit and continue editing...<br /><br />Watch me.<br />I am a new man now...<br />For I have my lord walking with me now.<br />I am reborn!<br /><br />Cheers to the new pika~!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-5529283305705420587?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-33490060581776859672009-03-21T13:02:00.001+08:002009-03-21T13:02:48.559+08:00Yes...<br />I have made a decision already...<br />Since you kap my phone down that time...<br />Which immediately killed the old heart i have...<br />Which broke the promise we made never to kap each other phone...<br /><br />Since you kap that phone...<br />I know it's all over...<br />And you are no longer the one i know anymore, that you change into someone else already...<br /><br />Go then...<br />Go...<br />Go live your princess life with your prince...<br />Never...<br />Find this pauper again...<br /><br />You are not the one I love anymore...<br />Who I love is already gone...<br />She is gone... And not there for me anymore...<br /><br />For me to choose finally walk with god...<br />You should know how significant it is...<br />For I trust no one...<br />But I have finally trust someone now... My lord...<br />All because...<br />Something has happen between me and god...<br />That let me really felt his presense...<br /><br />The last gift i want to gift to you, is to actually bring you to church...<br />But i guess... I couldn't anymore...<br /><br />I don't want either party to get hurt anymore...<br />Just move on bah...<br />And let this be the last hurt...<br />We already knew from the start...<br />We were never meant to be...<br />We tried hard enough...<br />and we both is tired now...<br />Yes we were never meant to be...<br />True love won't get tired when they face new problems...<br />But we did get tired...<br />Especially you...<br /><br />Just let go...<br />And walk another path...<br />I have choosen to walk my path with god...<br />To go to his kingdom...<br /><br />Forget me...<br />Go find your true love...<br />A love whereby when problems comes you doesn't fear...<br />A love whereby you never get tired of both the good times and bad times...<br />A love that is a real eternity for you...<br />We were never meant to be...<br />I am never your right one...<br /><br />Goodbye...<br />I am ending here...<br />Will miss you... Always...<br />I have already let go...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-3349006058177685967?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-50603885769906450492009-03-11T05:59:00.000+08:002009-03-11T06:00:19.003+08:00manage to get a proper sleep for the first time after so long... a full 8 hrs sleep...<br />then woke up...<br />went to combine cell group meeting with xueting...<br />thanks everyone for you concern...<br />i appreciate it a lot...<br />i know... you guys are my just like my family...<br />but...<br />i dun even share anything with my family about what happen to me...<br />sorry for keeping quiet and not sharing what is happening to me...<br />but that's just me...<br /><br />i've been walking closer and closer with god...<br />i have saw his words for me...<br />He told me to be responsible for this...<br />For this ending is created by me...<br />Be responsible that you can't take care of her... So let her go...<br />Also...<br />He told me no one is without a sin in this world...<br />He told me i have no rights to condemn her that she left me for another guy...<br />For me myself have sins in other area...<br />And he told me too, he himself did not condemn anyone... Neither her or me...<br /><br />He too told me...<br />If you really love her...<br />Forgive her...<br /><br />I dunno what he told me are just concidience that happen...<br />Or is he really talking to me...<br />But i really felt that this time...<br />It's too much to be called concidience...<br /><br />When i was praying just now at the cell group meeting at church...<br />I was praying for her all the way...<br /><br />Dear lord...<br />There is no more chances that i will going to take care of her...<br />Dear lord...<br />I place her life into your hand...<br />Dear lord...<br />Please protect her for me...<br />Dear lord...<br />Give her happiness... Give her peace... Give her love...<br />I have walk away from her life...<br />All i can do now is to pray for her...<br />And place her under you care...<br />Dear lord...<br />Give her a shelter if she is seeking one...<br />Give her a tower of refuge if she wanted to hide...<br />Give her peace is she if her heart is heavy...<br />Help me to protect her lord...<br />Amen.<br /><br />I promise her to stay strong...<br />I have always stay strong today...<br />I manage to force myself to smile all the way when people talk to me...<br />But maybe... A force smile and a real smile is just too different...<br />Everyone just know that my smile is a fake smile...<br />jasmine, my bible study teacher, and xueting pull me oneside in the church hall...<br />and they told me...<br />to stop smiling...<br />cus they feel the hurt in me...<br />and keep asking me to speak to them and tell them what happen...<br />i manage to stay strong and keep smiling and saying nothing has happen i am fine...<br />but after they said something to me...<br />"there is a time to stay strong... and there is a time to realease and show your weaker self... we are one family... weichong, we are your sisters, we love you... we really wanted to know what has happen to you..."<br />tears just falls...<br />i know i couldn't control anymore...<br />i really can't take that hurt inside me...<br />i am really bursting soon...<br />but they burst it for me...<br />i burst into tears...<br />but still...<br />i tried to stay strong...<br />to smile even when i am crying...<br />for never have i ever... cried in front of so many people...<br />never have i...<br />cry in the public full of people that know me...<br />but i still kept quiet...<br />and they still dunno what has happen...<br /><br />thanks xueting for treating me to eat again...<br />still remember that day you just force me to walk out of the house and treat me eat... the sunflower you gave me, i've hang it on my bag le ^^<br /><br />To my dearest one and only...<br />I just want to tell you that...<br />I am living strongly...<br />Thanks for coming into my life...<br />You are still the greatest gift god ever gave me...<br />someone ask me... if you know this would happen... will you still want her or not...<br />i tell them...<br />i have no regrets...<br />the days of happiness we once shared... can't compare to this pain...<br />a day more of happiness we shared together... it worth more then a year of pains...<br />i have never regreted... that i have met you...<br />my dearest...<br />it's ok...<br />live you life happilly if you can...<br />i will too...<br />my dearest...<br />i have forgiven everything that you did to hurt me...<br />but my dearest...<br />will you forgive me...<br />i am sorry...<br />there is one last thing i wanna give you...<br />i want to meet you once last time...<br />to give you something...<br />most precious in my life...<br />really wish to see you one last time...<br />and give you this gift...<br />goodbye...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-5060388576990645049?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-86229907417641002762009-01-15T03:40:00.001+08:002009-01-16T13:46:12.530+08:00NP<br /><br />- build enviroment<br />N47 11 civil and environmental 21<br /><br />- Engineering<br />N43 5 electrical engineering 24<br />n44 3 electronic and computer engineering 22<br />n41 2 mechanical engineering 23<br />n50 6 mechatronic engineering 23<br /><br />- infomation technology<br />n81 7 financial informatic 16<br />n54 1 information technology 17<br /><br />SP<br /><br />-Engineering<br />s53 10 computer engineering 19<br />s99 9 electrical and electronic engineering 17<br /><br />- information technology <br />s82 4 information technology 17<br /><br />- build enviroment<br />s95 8 Property Development and facilities management 17<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-8622990741764100276?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-60776965202021479472009-01-06T06:07:00.006+08:002009-01-06T06:24:46.429+08:00yea... i change my room layout... room seems more spacious now...<br />i still remember... that time... me and her was moving around the furniture too...<br />today... i am moving them around alone...<br />was just so sad...<br />was crying while moving the furniture around...<br />maybe...<br />you will never have the chances to see it with your own eye as you might never want to step in this house again...<br />pictures are below...<br />click on them for bigger view...<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa94/libraoct/DSC01116.jpg?t=1231193215"target="_blank"><br /><img src="http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa94/libraoct/DSC01116.jpg?t=1231193215" border="0" height:="300" width="300"></img><br /></a>at my computer area...<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa94/libraoct/DSC01114.jpg?t=1231193216"target="_blank"><br /><img src="http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa94/libraoct/DSC01114.jpg?t=1231193216" border="0" height:="300" width="300"></img><br /></a>at my window area...<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa94/libraoct/DSC01113.jpg?t=1231193996"target="_blank"><br /><img src="http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa94/libraoct/DSC01113.jpg?t=1231193996" border="0" height:="300" width="300"></img><br /></a>my bed... decided to put the bed on that thing instead of just on the floor... seems more neat this way... since i am sleeping alone from now onwards too...<br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa94/libraoct/DSC01112.jpg?t=1231193729"target="_blank"><br /><img src="http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa94/libraoct/DSC01112.jpg?t=1231193729" border="0" height:="300" width="300"></img><br /></a>after i remove the carboard or whatever it is call, i found a lot of nails behind it...<br />then i decided to put the heart the bear and our ring on it...<br />lol<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-6077696520202147947?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-86449987363784685702009-01-04T03:25:00.002+08:002009-01-04T03:35:10.798+08:00Haiz...<br />was chatting with xueting on msn...<br />then suddenly talk about memories...<br />then i remember...<br />i started to kept memories because of one person...<br /><br />I started to miss my old jie a lot...<br />And i know...<br />Once lost... it's never gonna come back...<br />all she left me...<br />is her memories...<br /><br />I haven been really crying alone for sometime... always controlling my tears and only let it fall but no real crying...<br />today...<br />just i think of jie...<br />i just cry...<br />just cry...<br />like that day she told me she was leaving for aust...<br />i just cry... i just miss her so much...<br /><br />Jie...<br />I miss you...<br />Though things are different one... And you will never come back...<br />I really miss you...<br />A lot...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-8644998736378468570?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-72156405889172640152008-12-16T17:24:00.000+08:002008-12-16T17:28:32.571+08:00haiz so sainz... sainz T.T<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-7215640588917264015?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-77533841541822804402008-11-28T17:05:00.002+08:002008-11-28T17:08:39.991+08:00<span style="font-style:italic;">Camp fires burning<br />camp fires burning<br />draw nearer<br />draw nearer<br />in the glooming<br />in the glooming come sing and be merry...<br /><br />camp fires burning now<br />camp fires burning now<br />burning now (burn! burn! burn!)<br />burning now (burn! burn! burn!)<br /><br />camp fires burning now<br />camp fires burning now<br />burning now (burn! burn! burn!)<br />burning now (burn! burn! burn!)<br /><br />camp fires burning in the dark dark night~<br />woo yea~<br />Yippe yippee yea~</span><br /><br />hope that...<br />tonight... the camp fire...<br />will burn away all my sorrows...<br /><br />anyway...<br />BBQ TIME!<br />i kinda hungry le argh...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-7753384154182280440?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-80558376201119801062008-11-20T05:53:00.003+08:002008-11-20T06:01:37.890+08:00Food tastes terrible when you are sad...<br />However, ciggs taste so aroma when you are sad...<br /><br />Today...<br />Me and baby went to kfc in the moring eat their breakfast...<br />I eat til full full >.<"<br />then... we rent the disc i long wanted to see, the leap years...<br />then, we share a cup noodles...<br />then... we went to eat kfc again ^^<br /><br />today only consist of eating, no smoking...<br /><br />baby went home le...<br />then we chat in msn...<br />she feel asleep -.-"<br /><br />then... jovan ps me -.-"<br />i went down to buy a cigg... my mouth just very itchy lah today...<br />i smoke...<br />and...<br />it's felt horrible today...<br />lol<br /><br />eat one packet of rice again...<br />i stole 2 bread from mummy table already...<br />i ate one packet of instant noodle already... (sorry baby but midnite really no other food to eat liao, and i got eat rice and the kfc lor... so this maggie is extra de ^^)<br />drink a cup of milo already...<br />and i still feel fucking hungry now...<br />lol<br />maybe... thats why... food and ciggs are important to me at different time ^^<br /><br />what should i eat now?<br />gosh...<br />i am growing fatter soon lol<br />*slurp*<br />just wanna eat...<br />lol<br /><br />wha how much have i eat in one day sia...<br /><br />today...<br />Welcome our 2 new moderators of Singles Club ^^<br />Detached and MaskedAngel <br />haha<br />Detached thank you speech so long lol<br /><br />Well...<br />Singles club gonna rise...<br />With detached, and me coming back from O lvl, it shall rise and rise! hehe<br />Cheers to SC~!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-8055837620111980106?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-1309553231825165522008-11-18T09:39:00.001+08:002008-11-18T09:43:38.897+08:00She didn't came online...<br />didn't reply my message...<br />totally... no way to contact her...<br />seriously worried...<br />keep waiting...<br />but i really can't take it anymore...<br />my head is very giddy now...<br />i need to take a rest now...<br />i really wish i could continue waiting a longer...<br />to see if she come online or reply my message...<br />and then i could ask her how is she doing...<br /><br />i have a bad feeling...<br />she isn't doing well...<br />my heart... just told me that...<br />i am really...<br />worried...<br /><br />i am still waiting for your reply in sms...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-130955323182516552?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-49860701317099256992008-11-17T14:55:00.002+08:002008-11-17T15:20:09.659+08:00i know...<br />everything was as expected...<br />just...<br />couldn't sleep...<br /><br />i totally have no mood to do anything...<br />no mood to eat...<br />no mood to go out...<br />no mood to even play my games...<br />I just simply rot there...<br /><br />time seems to past so slow... when she is not around...<br />it's a double torture... Slow time, and without her...<br />i am just going berserk soon...<br />all alone...<br />in this room...<br />well... at least i got my ciggs... to accompany... ^^<br /><br />stars are beautiful...<br />so beautiful...<br />i know... they will be always up there...<br />even if i can't see them... i know there are there... behind those clouds...<br />^^<br /><br />baby...<br />don't worry about me...<br />i am doing well ^^<br />a promise we made, not to hurt our body... <br />yea... i took out my matches... and i remember you...<br />what you told me... and i kept them back...<br />cus i know...<br />i am not only hurting myself... but you too...<br />i remember in my phone... the first draft in the sms...<br />was what you wrote... tell me not to hurt myself...<br />remember?<br />you wrote it when we was in PS fish market...<br />where we ate our tiramisu... ^^<br />you wrote:<br />"Pika..plz don cut yourself nxt time ok..dono y feel heartace when i know it..u my close one don wish u gt hurt..i rather u smoke den cut urself..tak gd care always watever u gt me..i wil always b ur listenin ear ur shoulder to cry on when u need ok..silly u..take care may god bless u..all e best love u always miss my little boy always too (emotion icon smiley face)"<br />an exact copy of what you wrote there...<br />^^<br /><br />yesterday just couldn't sleep...<br />i got no one to stare and sleep... no one to hug...<br />wish you was here... and pat me... it never fails to make me fall asleep...<br />haiz...<br /><br />baby...<br />stay strong...<br />don't cry anymore...<br />ok?<br />forget me soon... and move on with life...<br />be happy...<br />if you love me... do plz... do those things i said...<br />cus it is my last wish for this love...<br />be happy...<br /><br />"Use love to heal instead of time"<br /><br />well i guess that all for this post...<br />can't really think properly now on what to type...<br />bye<br /><br />I love you...<br />Lots...<br />And more lots...<br />And forever...<br />As always.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-4986070131709925699?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-20127948726520666402008-11-16T21:53:00.002+08:002008-11-16T21:58:59.884+08:00Stars are beautiful...<br />Ain't they?<br />Shining brightly in the dark sky...<br />So brightly...<br />So sweet...<br />So lovely...<br /><br />Never did we knew...<br />When you bring them closer to you...<br />It's not beautiful at all anymore...<br />It's just a ball of flame that will hurt you when you touch it...<br />It's not shining but burning...<br />It hurt.<br /><br />I still want...<br />To view the star...<br />As a beautiful piece of thing...<br />It's a sign...<br />It's a prove...<br />Of something dearest to me...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-2012794872652066640?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-46859658477659768402008-11-16T12:42:00.002+08:002008-11-16T12:59:44.355+08:00yesterday...<br />i said...<br />"what would happen 10 years down the road?<br />what would happen 5 years down the road?<br />what would happen 1 years down the road?<br />what would happen 1 month down the road?"<br />i dare not think... what would happen...<br />you ask what would happen...<br />i said, "time would tell."<br />i knew... one day... we would be apart... we would end everything...<br />that's the truth between us...<br />that's why... i cried...<br /><br />never did i knew...<br />It wasn't one month,1 year, 5 year or 10 year...<br />It was...<br />One day later...<br /><br />at the very moment...<br />you say you will not be home tonight...<br />i decided...<br />let's end everything...<br />i can't take any arguement anymore...<br />i can't take it anymore...<br />let's just end bah...<br />for once and for all...<br /><br />leave bah...<br />you don't need to come home...<br />from tonight onwards...<br /><br />everything has ended... from this moment...<br />There are no space left... for talking... and explaining... not even argueing... not even one last hug... one last kiss... and one last "i love you"...<br /><br />you are free...<br />to do whatever you want...<br />do whatever to like...<br />chase whatever dream you have...<br /><br />I won't falter again...<br />I will stay firm... on this decision this time...<br />We will...<br />Never be together...<br />Ever again...<br />Not in one month time...<br />Not in one year time...<br />Not in five years time...<br />Not in ten years time...<br />But today...<br /><br />I love... Our breakfast today...<br />It's the first time I made breakfast for someone...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-4685965847765976840?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-40588792732907691082008-11-08T13:40:00.002+08:002008-11-08T14:29:04.552+08:00Your words on tagboard:<br />"yes i will fk off..n don saying about guys..don said me like a whore or something...n just a conclusion of words i said not really saying,,,n stop telling whole world like my fault to hurt u can ant?act sooo pathetic?yes if u all going stand n absorb all his saying yes go ahead i the bad guy....is nvm...i had accept to meet someone like u whereby saying till u hurt n i not n i not sad all those is ok pika...u choose this road,u choose to b alone n all those...is u close urself up...don u have self confident or something when people come said about u n u said u r nt or u goin for better yes contiue said i a liar n my love for u is fake... continue ur speech,come on yak a bow best low self esteem n telling story tat don exist truthfully...best award goes to u i will fin someone out there don hurt me like u do...or should i said i found already n freaking lots..n i still choose go back to u blindly also?o no no someone saying the blind the person is him...soo i cannot b the poor one saying it... is like freaking hell la u all goo think la...he gt what things deserve me to stay on for?money?place or what?if not i love him den for what?when people k spend on me i hav when places to stay i also have.. if not for love what else wor?u gt k give me cheat?he no brain u all going follow?i always bad guy yes i bad guy who kill myself..as i spent soo much on u tat i left with non to eat...or my amout of food is reduce? buy u soo many things..whenever i go out i think of u..i cal back ask u wan eat ant...always fold the tin i promise...see clothes nice just buy if fit...buy snacks for u...go oversea buy cigg for u... body spray finish next moment go mart buy...n nt easy find n not cheap all i done just a words of i deserve it?i tot i should derserve better who being so unfair now?n saying e blaming..when u saying about blaming do u really think or like whole world owing u or someting u the one should be blame or another way rd...but is ok u say till like tis win liao.. take a bow as u won e best story award,,n leave...i will keep on bleeding cox u done everything...n i slowly wonder r imagine another pika out or something?always creep me off n think what u thinking always..."<br /><br />Please...<br />If you still wanna continue to argue and hurt me more... Shut up. And go away...<br />I am living for nothing now... I have no reason to continue living now... I really don't want to live anymore...<br />I am already on the verge of suiciding...<br />You really want to see me suicide?<br />Please...<br />Stop forcing and hurting me...<br /><br />"i will fin someone out there don hurt me like u do...or should i said i found already n freaking lots.."<br />Ya then shut up stop hurting me and leave me, go find your freaking lot's of guys...<br />Contradicting ain't you...<br />In first sentence you said don't talk about guys but then in the later post you said you have lots of them YOURSELF.<br /><br />"I gonna lead my Rich life from now on... Take this quarrel as the start..."<br />"Not happy I just leave I don't care anymore"<br />"I just love his money not him(another guy)"<br />These are words heard DIRECTLY from your mouth...<br /><br />Ya... Continue hurting me...<br />Go on...<br />Go...<br />Keep on saying... Say about the imaginary...<br />Thank you.<br />I now know that you are someone who can't be trust with my secrets...<br /><br />"u choose this road,u choose to b alone n all those...is u close urself up...don u hav self confident or something when people come said about u n u said u r nt or u goin for better yes contiue said i a liar n my love for u is fake..."<br /><br />I choose this road.<br />You force me to it.<br />Your tone of speech, prove it all...<br />Social Studies students are taught about tones of speech.<br />Those sarcastic words over and over again...<br /><br />If I don't choose the path to be alone...<br />I choose you?<br />But no, I didn't close myself up. <br />Because of you, I now know who is always around me and willing to help me...<br />I don't have confident who causes it?<br />I always have confident in myself cause i can always do things right...<br />Until i met you, everything i did seems to be wrong...<br />And I will always remember how you say I am useless that day...<br />Always.<br /><br />Nvm... suan liao...<br />If you going to continue use your sarcasm, then continue using them, i won't reply you...<br />I really can't believe myself... Why are you so different at time...<br />Which is the real you...<br />I don't know anymore...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-4058879273290769108?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-81426745902986569702008-11-07T11:58:00.003+08:002008-11-07T13:26:21.982+08:00<a href="http://lib-life.blogspot.com/2008/10/leave-just-go.html">http://lib-life.blogspot.com/2008/10/leave-just-go.html</a><br /><br />Why...<br />Why did you return to hurt me again...<br />Seeing me in pain... Is that joy for you? Are you pervertic or what?<br />Every seconds... Every seconds i am in this world now... Is filled with pains...<br />Intense pains...<br />Time just past so slowly...<br />No one to turn to... All I can do is to hide and cry...<br /><br />Just GO!<br />FUCKING GET LOST!<br />I MEAN IT!<br />I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN!<br />STOP FUCKING HURT ME PLEASE!<br />I BEG YOU!<br />PLEASE... please...<br />stop hurting me...<br />stop...<br />please...<br /><br /><br />Ya congrats to you...<br />You can now go back to your rich live having many guys at one time...<br />You can now go flirt with them and get their money...<br />You can now do whatever you want...<br />You no longer need to go out with a guy who doesn't care about his hair and look like a barbarian as just walking beside him is a disgrace.<br />You no longer need to drink the water of this house which is so dirty, undrinkable and inedible.<br />You no longer need to endure hunger in this house with no food...<br />You no longer need to sleep in a bed with everything around you smells bad...<br />You no longer need to live in this odd family with all kinds of behaviour...<br />And the best of all... You no longer need to see this stupid face of mine which you had never wanted to see.<br /><br />Just go and leave...<br />Please...<br />Stop hurting me...<br /><br />Even when typing this...<br />I don't wish to say such things...<br />You know... How pain is it to say such thing... To someone dearest to you...<br />To someone... Who is more important then my own life...<br />Every word here... Are type with pain, sorrow, tears and blood...<br />Every three minutes spend on typing... I'll end up getting a five minutes crying...<br /><br />What hurt me most...<br />Is not the quarrel...<br />Is your words after it... Though not directly say to me... but through conversation of someone else...<br /><br />Few days ago...<br />We just got so close together suddenly again...<br />So close...<br />And you just change hundred and eighty degree in an instant...<br />I was so happy that few days...<br />So happy by your side... The closeness between us... The love that fills up the air...<br />Just so happy and felt so blissful...<br />We play games together... We eat together... We sleep together... Everything was together... I was so happy...<br /><br />Two days ago, I had a dream...<br />A dream whereby we are of older age...<br />A dream whereby you and me got our own family...<br />I dream that you was sleeping beside me, and you are pregnant...<br />The feeling was not "Oh no i got to take care of you...". No...<br />I still remember that feeling...<br />That happiness... Feeling so blissful that moment in the dream...<br />Because I am suppose to take care of you, and i felt blissful because of that...<br />I won't forget that feeling I got in that dream... Really felt so blissful...<br /><br />When I woke up...<br />I saw you sleeping beside me...<br />Sorrows entered for I know it was just a dream...<br />And would never happen...<br /><br />An hour has past since I begin typing... Tears falls from my eyes throughout this period...<br />Intense pains... And serious trembling from my hand...<br />No strength. And seriously broke down and trembling...<br />The tap just wouldn't shut... Just wouldn't...<br /><br />No one to turn to...<br />No one to talk to...<br />I may have families... But what for when I can't talk to them...<br />I may have friends... But what for when I can't talk to them...<br />I only have one person to talk too... But that was a once thing... Not again...<br />All I can do... Is to take everything in myself... Suffer alone...<br />I remembered the counsellor words to me that day about this...<br />She say anyone can hardly take it...<br />I told her...<br />"My problems came since sec 2 when i am able to think...<br />And I have been keeping everything to myself since then...<br />3 years has past... I am still like this...<br />What can i do? i have no one to turn to..."<br />Spending the night alone... Just like yesterday...<br />Is just so torturing... Intense pain every second...<br />And just wish that life will just end...<br />Just end...<br />I just hope time will past faster... I don't want this suffering anymore...<br />It's scary...<br />It's really scary... to stay alone when you need someone badly... crying and crying... nothing else to do... just plainly waiting for time to past...<br /><br />You have already move on and have other guys already...<br />Why am I still in this same old spot... Waiting for you return...?<br />Stupid...<br />I am just so stupid...<br />So blind by love...<br />Idiotic. One who choose to be blind on purpose...<br />My friends often say that, "you are blind by love"...<br />I would say "I choose to be blind anyway"<br />Ain't I stupid... Love really can make one stupid...<br /><br />Since you have move on and have other guys already...<br />It's time for me to leave this old spot as well... To find a new relationship...<br />But i know...<br />No one can replace you in my heart... No one...<br />They can only be a substitute...<br />But substitute are just substitute... They can replace the real player...<br /><br />pathetic...<br />it's been one hour and thirty minutes since i started typing... and no stop crying...<br /><br />Just go and get your own life...<br />Let's walk seperate path from now on...<br />Leave me alone...<br />Stop hurting me anymore...<br /><br />This time,<br />it's for real...<br />Goodbye<br /><br />Goodbye...<br />My dearest love...<br />I just want to say it again...<br /><br />I love you...<br />Lots...<br />And more lots...<br />And forever...<br />As always.<br /><br />Thank you...<br />And sorry...<br />I hope... You would accept them...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-8142674590298656970?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-13116989389862890752008-11-01T08:42:00.003+08:002008-11-01T08:49:13.024+08:00Yes...<br />I really couldn't sleep just now...<br />But no, the reason ain't games...<br />I just simply can't sleep...<br />Is like, a day time you tell someone to sleep... How to?<br />I woke up less then half day, i am bright awake...<br />I really couldn't sleep...<br />Sorry...<br />Sleep sometime couldn't be force yea? You too often can't sleep you should know this...<br />I just can't sleep for a different reason, i am totally so awake...<br /><br />I really dunno if i should continue explaining myself or not...<br />I dare not say much...<br />For i always says the wrong thing and matter is worst...<br /><br />I'll just say...<br />You are still the most important person in my life...<br />You are still my piority...<br />You are still one I love most...<br />And the sadness of seperating, is shared...<br /><br />As always...<br />Never change...<br />I love you...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-1311698938986289075?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-31971554078194362312008-10-27T00:33:00.001+08:002008-10-27T00:36:15.703+08:00Fuck sia...<br />I miss my post to be the first warlock T.T<br />ccb...<br />and...<br />WARLOCK HAS ALREADY BEEN OUT FOR 2 MONTHS AND I KNOW SHIT ABOUT IT?<br />WTH!!!<br /><br />haiz...<br />nvm...<br />since miss liao...<br />then wait 2 more week...<br />then...<br /><br />Taste the skill of my Warlock arme... hehehe...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-3197155407819436231?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-27636098636406288952008-10-25T19:48:00.002+08:002008-10-25T19:52:47.468+08:00What just happen today...<br />just simply show that...<br />I should not talk at all...<br />I should not say my plans...<br />I should not share anything...<br />I should just shut up.<br /><br />It's ok...<br />It's ok...<br />I always have no one to talk to when i have problems...<br />You are the only one i told you about this problem... and my plans for it...<br />What happen?<br />It just shows that...<br />I shouldn't say anything anymore...<br />It just shows that...<br />I have no one to talk to...<br /><br />It's ok...<br />What happen today has already told me that...<br />I am fated to be alone.<br /><br />It's ok...<br />You don't need to help me anymore...<br /><br />It's ok...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-2763609863640628895?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-27680436405877261672008-10-24T17:25:00.002+08:002008-10-24T17:54:02.800+08:00Maybe i really did leave this blog with spiders web already...<br />But...<br />I just don't feel like posting...<br /><br />What else can i post about my life now?<br />There is only one feeling inside me everyday...<br />Lost.<br /><br />I am just in pain everyday...<br />Even if we aren't quarreling...<br />Remember that time, when i look into your eyes so deep? then you ask me why stare at you?<br />I was taking to you... but i just couldn't say those words out...<br />I just...<br />couldn't say anything out...<br /><br />I have no courage to talk anymore...<br />Everything that come out from my mouth seems to be wrong...<br />That's why, i don't post...<br />I don't want to share anything...<br />I don't want anyone to know i am in pain...<br /><br />Yesterday... Julia came for studies...<br />I told her... I am sad...<br />She say, "dun lie lah you dont look sad at all..."<br /><br />Maybe...<br />I am slowly getting back my old self of wearing a mask...<br /><br />Yea...<br />I went to mac today...<br />Having fun? not quite...<br />The feeling of hungry plus being penniless there ain't fun...<br />All one could do is to stare at the food and listen to the growl of your stomach...<br />Fun huh? Lunch time after exam want to eat something also can't and just drink plain water... And with nothing inside to fill your stomach,in this condition, you go to another exam later...<br /><br />Todays paper...<br />E mathematics paper 1...<br />the paper... was just simply too easy...<br />and which means, the score to get A1 will be much much higher as everyone will score good...<br />wtf.<br />I was wishing for a darn difficult paper this year...<br />And what it give me?<br /><br />A mathematics paper 2.<br />nice done, max POSSIBLE mark(question attempt), 20/80.<br />GLHF, sayo.<br /><br />Paper to go,<br />his,ss,phy,com sci p1, 3 x CL...<br /><br />What can I do?<br />Why is there no one who is going to help me?<br />This is karma? I always help other in their studies so why isn't there anyone to help me when i need help?<br />Why isn't anyone there for me when i am always there for so many people?<br />Why?<br /><br />nvm...<br />It's ok...<br />To be alone...<br />Since no one can help me...<br />I'll just help myself...<br />I dunno how...<br />But i will somehow do it...<br />With textbook, internet... Whatever...<br />I will be going through this...<br />Alone.<br /><br />Maybe i will update this blog again, maybe i won't...<br />I just want to forget all this pain and ignore it even when it is there...<br />I just want to cover it now... even though it still exist there...<br />I just want to concentrate on my studies now...<br />Just studies... And nothing else...<br />Just put everything after O's...<br />But again, after O's... I got other important stuff to do...<br />I can't take some break to let myself collapse...<br />Nvm... <br />"chuan dao qiao tou ci ran zhi"<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-2768043640587726167?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-64758769326209022912008-10-21T09:26:00.002+08:002008-10-21T09:28:36.792+08:00Today...<br />EL.<br />haiz... my second feared paper...<br />first fear is a maths...<br /><br />i haven study at all for my EL...<br />later going to sch with wendy and ask her to teach me...<br />lol<br />so many format to memories... haiz...<br /><br />EL.<br />Good luck all O lvl peeps~!<br />I mean good luck to all my friends and not all sg, hope that all other O lvlers fail then we can get high marks!<br />hehe... i am bad but...<br />i want my bands to be nice ^^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-6475876932620902291?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-53343622367186046002008-10-21T09:15:00.002+08:002008-10-21T09:26:14.967+08:00lol<br />i felt that my chinese are improving wor...<br />these few days learn a number of chen yu...<br /><br />that day with julia, our favorite chen yu was...<br />"Fan hou yi gen yan, kuai le shi shen sian"<br />ok my han yu ping ying -.-"<br />this one is this whole year the only thing i learn in sch when teacher teach lol...<br />cus...<br />it become one of my excuse to smoke >.<"<br />Then we create our own new chen yu that day...<br />while we was eating noodle...<br />i say...<br />"then noodles leh?"<br />then we created,<br />"Mian hou yi gen yen, kuai le xiang ke fuo"<br />lol<br /><br />Then while walking to park, was talking about if dog chase how?<br />then i say nvm i sacrifice i go disturb the dog then run away you all stay there dun move...<br />lol then julia was thinking about a chen yu... but she forget it can't think of it...<br />but i know what is it... cus it is one of my favorite chen yu also ^^<br />"Wo bu xia di yu, sui xia?"<br />Mean if i dun go to hell, who go?<br />lol<br />then ph say another one...<br />"ren bu wei ji, tian shen di miea" or something like this...<br />thats for friday...<br /><br />saturday...<br />was talking about a new guy who join us and his relation...<br />then about how his girl played and use him. dump him, then got problem come to him...<br />but then, "Hao ma bu chi hui tou chao"<br />lol<br />then i was thinking... about me and her...<br />i rather not be a horse...<br />lol<br />if must be... i won't want to be that good horse...<br /><br />then yesterday talk to fred...<br />hmm...<br />was talking about some chen yu but i forget liao...<br /><br />haha...<br />my chinese improving wor...<br />lol<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-5334362236718604600?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-9499655362843818262008-10-20T07:42:00.000+08:002008-10-20T07:43:03.326+08:00Cheers to recession...<br />Let's see...<br />What will happen...<br /><br />Let's just die together lol~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-949965536284381826?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-12816685756675631302008-10-20T07:07:00.002+08:002008-10-20T07:08:14.729+08:00Growth estimates revised down with GDP decline<br />Posted: 10 October 2008 0812 hrs<br /><br />SINGAPORE: Against the less than favourable economic environment, Singapore’s GDP growth forecast for 2008 has been revised to around 3% from 4-5%.<br /><br />Singapore’s Monetary Authority said in a release Friday that economic growth is likely remain below its potential rate over the next few quarters with prospects of a recovery in the latter half of 2009 depending significantly on how conditions evolve.<br /><br />It also cited the latest advance estimates released by the Ministry of Trade and Industry which show that Singapore’s GDP declined by 6.3% on a quarter-on-quarter seasonally adjusted annualised basis in Q3 2008.<br /><br />The decline for a second straight quarter, means the city-state has entered a recession for the first time in six years.<br /><br />Trade figures indicated a slowdown that was generally broad based as external shocks were transmitted to the domestic economy via both the financial and trade channels.<br /><br />The MAS said, looking ahead, the outlook for the global economy has deteriorated and a more severe global downturn cannot be discounted.<br /><br />The heightened risk aversion and deleveraging in the financial sector, it said creates new uncertainties for the Singapore economy.<br /><br />Source: Channelnewsasia<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-1281668575667563130?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-14875978713510996722008-10-19T22:57:00.002+08:002008-10-19T23:04:05.616+08:00I won't say...<br />My feeling towards you anymore in here...<br />Everytime i think of you...<br />I will just broke down...<br />Til i don't have the strength to type...<br /><br />Yes...<br />My hand is even trembling now...<br /><br />There is a need for me to put aside my feelings and emotion now...<br />I need to have my last run for my O's...<br />I will stay strong... For one last month...<br />Then let me collapse for all i care...<br /><br />I will decrease my time where tears flows out...<br />And minimize it if possible to mere Zero...<br />From hours...<br />then to mins...<br />then none...<br /><br />I dunno i can or not...<br />BUt i'll try...<br /><br />I'll try...<br />to live... without you...<br />I'll try... anything...<br /><br />I know, i have done my best...<br />And... I am glad... For i have done my best... Already...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-1487597871351099672?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-66322840176065013572008-10-18T16:55:00.002+08:002008-10-18T17:15:34.129+08:00Leave...<br />Just leave...<br />You wanted to do it so long ago already didn't you?<br />You have never wanted me anyway...<br /><br />Just one shout, "someone save me" you always have them for you...<br />But when i shout, who would fucking bother?<br />Who will fucking be there to concern about me?<br />Who will be there to ease my pains?<br />WHO? WHO?<br />NO ONE ELSE BUT MYSELF.<br /><br />I always find people to accompany me...<br />But always get rejected...<br />I can only find people to accompany me when they themself are in a not good mood and want to talk with someone else...<br /><br />Ya just like they say...<br />I am fuck up, i am useless...<br />I am not worthwhile at all...<br />So just leave...<br /><br />Stop lying... Please...<br />Stop saying "you need me"...<br />Stop saying "other cant compare to ur love"<br />They are all lies...<br />All LIES.<br />You say such word now, and then you freaking say another thing in another instant...<br />Stop lying to me...<br />Stop hurting me please...<br />Stop hurting me with all yours words...<br /><br />Just leave...<br />Just go...<br />Don't falter...<br />go...<br /><br />I don't need anyone...<br />For I myself is always the one who is alone and cheering myself up...<br />Giving myself encouragement... Pushing myself...<br />I am a loner by fact...<br /><br />Don't say "i love you" to me anymore...<br />Don't hug and kiss me anymore...<br />It will only hurt me more...<br /><br />Just leave...<br />Just leave...<br /><br />Goodbye...<br />May this be, our last conversation...<br />Never shall our path cross again...<br />Goodbye...<br />My love...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-6632284017606501357?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-34540688980848551582008-10-18T07:47:00.003+08:002008-10-18T07:59:59.394+08:00Everyday...<br />It just keep falling...<br />Keep falling...<br />When...<br />Can this flow stop?<br /><br />Today...<br />Went out with Julia just now...<br />Mood just so damn low...<br />So damn sad...<br />I don't want to cry...<br />I don't want to cry alone...<br />I don't want to be in this room alone anymore...<br />I don't want...<br /><br />Thanks julia...<br />For tonight...<br />It was fun ^^<br />really cheered me up a lot ^^<br />And dun think too much...<br />Cats are just cats~<br /><br />At least...<br />I found you to pei me smoke...<br />Pei me talk my sadness...<br />And help me to cover my worries and sadness with laughter...<br />With your "haiz we are here to relax and chill dun talk about love"<br />With our "Linkest" jokes lol<br />and...<br />stop calling me "grow wrong side" plz -.-"<br /><br />BWG = Brown Work Glove!<br />lol<br /><br />But then...<br />I just can't forget...<br />Just can't...<br />Sorry...<br />I kept talking about her on almost everything we talk lol<br /><br />Tonight...<br />was really...<br />dun and relaxing ^^<br />and plz bring your wallet next time -.-"<br />You owe me a meal haha~<br />lol<br /><br />I step in home...<br />The air pressure seems to change... into something so tense...<br />an atmosphere so tense...<br />nvm...<br />forget about it...<br /><br />I just hope...<br />Tml can be an relaxing day for me again...<br />I just hope...<br />This tears wont fall tml...<br />But i know...<br />It just won't stop...<br />It just won't... stop...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-3454068898084855158?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-58452149896839350962008-10-18T05:57:00.002+08:002008-10-18T06:09:58.874+08:00The feeling...<br />Of your love one...<br />Walking out of that door...<br /><br />Pain...<br />Intense pain...<br />But nothing could be do to hold back...<br />Wish to hug him tight...<br />So tight and not to let go...<br />But... It will still go...<br /><br />Waiting and waiting...<br />Not knowing what time will come home...<br />or will he be home or not...<br /><br />Waiting and waiting...<br />Hours after hours...<br /><br />Just so empty...<br />So empty... Nothing oneself do seems to be able to fill up this emptiness within oneself...<br />Waiting and waiting...<br />Hoping and hoping...<br /><br />Everytime thought that "I heard footsteps/Keysound"<br />But then you realise...<br />You are just imagining it...<br /><br />And finally...<br />The real footstep and key sound...<br />But then... Blank...<br />Unable to face him...<br /><br />It just hurt so bad...<br />So bad...<br /><br />This feeling...<br />I have been experiencing it...<br />So often...<br />So so often...<br /><br />Me...<br />Waiting at the window...<br />Looking at bus, looking at cabs...<br />Hoping you are one of them inside...<br />Look at the lift...<br />Hoping that the lift finally stop at 14th floor...<br />But when it stop, you didn't came out, instead it was the neighbours...<br />Disappointed with every taxi and bus or even cars that pass by...<br />Why are you not in them?<br />Why ain't you home soon?<br />Have you forgotten about me?<br />These thoughts... just keep lingering...<br /><br />This feeling...<br />I seems to experience it... Everyday...<br /><br />I sleep...<br />I play games...<br />I so stupid things...<br />I just with time to pass as soon as possible...<br />So you will be home soon...<br /><br />So do you know...<br />Why I dunno how to face you everytime you come home?<br />So do you know...<br />My pains that i gone through almost everyday now?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-5845214989683935096?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-5106148409625213972008-10-17T11:18:00.002+08:002008-10-17T11:33:20.248+08:00Days and days has Passed...<br />Tears and tears has Flowed...<br />Why doesn't anything change for me...<br />Can someone just pass me one pill to let me stay strong?<br /><br />I am Forsaken.<br />I am Heartbroken.<br /><br />No one out there...<br /><br />Who will say to me, "I'll always be there for you"?<br />Who will? Who?<br /><br />I don't have any hope left...<br />I don't have any reason to go on anymore...<br /><br />I wish... Life could end...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-510614840962521397?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-47392940299216291132008-10-14T03:33:00.001+08:002008-10-14T03:33:56.201+08:00Just adjust and adjust...<br />adjust...<br />and...<br />adjust...<br /><br />Sayo.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-4739294029921629113?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-70871023303192588342008-10-12T03:18:00.001+08:002008-10-12T03:19:50.709+08:00You are never alone...<br /><br />I am never alone too...<br /><br />It is all... just how...<br />you find your companions...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-7087102330319258834?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-77262862113024436262008-10-12T03:13:00.000+08:002008-10-12T03:14:07.756+08:00Each...<br />and every moment...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-7726286211302443626?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-83914355202373393532008-10-08T21:27:00.001+08:002008-10-08T21:28:38.648+08:00Pains...<br />fustrations...<br />Sadness...<br />Angers...<br /><br />Accept them, they are just mere emotions...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-8391435520237339353?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-71606168059005283642008-10-02T00:32:00.003+08:002008-10-02T01:01:09.355+08:00Bright sun above,<br />Entered my eyes...<br />Warm as love, <br />But leave me dry...<br /><br />Stars above,<br />I sang a song...<br />If loving you ain't right,<br />I would rather be wrong...<br /><br />Destinies to fulfil,<br />Dreams to conquer...<br />Life without you,<br />Things are impossible...<br /><br />Fragrant roses,<br />Stuck in air...<br />Danger will arise,<br />Do beware.<br /><br />Blade of blades,<br />Sharpest of sharp...<br />Deepest of deep,<br />Death of heart...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-7160616805900528364?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-33350326217378324682008-10-02T00:24:00.003+08:002008-10-02T00:29:54.640+08:00I swear...<br />Just a little longer...<br />After my birthday...<br />Just after my birthday...<br /><br />Things shall stop.<br />I shall be not myself...<br />May strength be with me...<br />Conquer this Weakness...<br />Forget all...<br />All...<br /><br />Shall I endure,<br />Shall I push...<br />Shall not fall,<br />Shall not cry...<br /><br />One last might...<br />One last strength...<br />I shall fight...<br /><br />Hopes...<br />Too much...<br />Responsible to fulfil all wishes and hopes...<br />Lies here...<br /><br />May awakening,<br />delay til this saturday...<br />This...<br />saturday...<br /><br />Please...<br />One last might...<br />One last fight...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-3335032621737832468?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-59422025940905491722008-09-28T21:39:00.003+08:002008-09-28T21:41:12.351+08:00"You are likely to be a good counsellor and social worker."<br /><br />Did a test again, and this is the result...<br />lol<br /><br />Maybe i really should be one...<br />But then... maybe i should just be like one and not one lol<br />HR can?<br />lol<br /><br />but bardly hell... such are characthers of a rat...<br />knn...<br />maybe i should just accept being a rat -.-"<br />stupid...<br />sgf so many ppl call my rat or ratty mod...<br />-.-"<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-5942202594090549172?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-29127814085102598992008-09-27T01:48:00.002+08:002008-09-27T01:54:19.230+08:00Yea...<br />She wanted to forget everything...<br />So again...<br />All those promises...<br />All those love...<br />All those as always...<br />Were lies in the end.<br /><br />nvm...<br />it doesn't matter anymore...<br />I'm bleeding so much already...<br />Bleeding more doesn't make much different...<br /><br />Lies...<br />Maybe this love shouldn't even started...<br />This is a wrong love.<br />A one sided love...<br /><br />stupid...<br />Why do i believe in her lies...<br />i should have listen to everyone...<br />why am i keep defending her again and again when everyone told me she couldn't be trusted...<br /><br />stupid...<br />you are just so stupid lib...<br />wake up...<br />the other party DOESN'T LOVE YOU.<br />wake up...<br />all those promises were LIES.<br /><br />I am really stupid...<br />Just so stupid...<br />baka....<br />idiot...<br />Why remember her when she wants to forget you?<br /><br />Go and die lah you stupid lib...<br />Blind by love?<br />Stupid idiot...<br />And worst still...<br />So willingly to be blind by it...<br />even at this freaking moment...<br /><br />Stupid...<br />I am just so stupid...<br />Who can understand me?<br />Who can understand me and the love i have for her til that i am willing to be stupid?<br />That i am even willing to be wrong if loving her at first isn't right?<br />Who can understand?<br /><br />Fuck it.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-2912781408510259899?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-75141136306208441152008-09-26T04:54:00.002+08:002008-09-26T04:56:20.323+08:00woots.<br />new group of dota players.<br /><br />hehe...<br /><br />fuck...<br />ain't i suppose to be studying?<br />lol<br />stupid darden lah tempt me to play acutally wanna study tonight de but no study in the end...<br /><br />haiz...<br />i need ciggs now...<br />how?!?!? BO LIAO!<br /><br />sainz...<br />time for bed bah<br />gonna meet chua tml 1pm.<br />gosh.<br /><br />sayo,<br />Lib.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-7514113630620844115?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-60885425727611220202008-09-25T21:22:00.001+08:002008-09-25T21:22:52.155+08:00i seems...<br />to be...<br />unable to locate it...<br /><br />something, someone is telling me "nah there isn't a need to find it..."<br />it is fate telling me to forget about it?<br />or is it my sense telling me that it isn't lost but with someone?<br /><br />i dunno...<br />is she keeping it or not...<br />i ask her...<br />she deny it...<br /><br />haiz.<br /><br />i once...<br />has this feeling too...<br />one of my precious things was lost...<br />i was so worried but within seconds, yes i mean it, seconds, again something seems to tell me, "not to search anymore..."<br />i just felt the same way as this time...<br />there isn't a need to search...<br />not worried or what...<br /><br />in the end...<br />someone has keep that thing for me...<br />maybe it's my six sense telling me not to worry...<br /><br />this time...<br />is she keeping it?<br /><br />i dun know...<br />i dun know...<br />or maybe this time fate tell me not to find it?<br /><br />i don't know anymore...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-6088542572761122020?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-48017095490099155932008-09-25T20:46:00.002+08:002008-09-25T20:58:48.497+08:00stupid day.<br />haiz.<br /><br />morning...<br />Yuki wake me up...<br />the warmth of her hand...<br />so warm... so comfortable... i just felt like so homely suddenly...<br />i dunno why...<br />that's the first thing i thought of when i woke up...<br />i just so feel like hugging her right at the moment...<br />but i couldnt anymore...<br /><br />then i saw again i am on blanket...<br />thanks you for covering me again...<br />but silly...<br />you will be cold...<br />you need it more then me...<br />so dun cover me next time ok?<br />just use it for yourself...<br />the moment i saw you taking the blanket back right after i woke up i know you are cold...<br />so use it for yourself next time ok?<br />silly lol...<br /><br />i went to sch early today...<br />just because of one thing...<br />to play bball at PE lesson and relief stress...<br />but wth...<br />stupid teacher came and drag me to counsellor...<br />fuck lah...<br />the only reason i went to sch today was PE...<br />and you blardly took it away...<br />was only able to play one match...<br />haiz.<br /><br />then...<br />2 full hours of counselling...<br />argh.<br />i going mad...<br />me here trying to put aside everything, but you just wanna keep reminding me my sad feelings...<br />i need to stand firm on ground now at my O's...<br />so people...<br />stop reminding me in sch plz -.-"<br /><br />since i decided to IGNORE(see da jie i took you advise and use your word lol) everything and just O lvl... O lvl... and more O lvl...<br />-.-"<br /><br />crazy... counsellor...<br />haha...<br />but at least...<br />the counsellor understand a lot of things and understand who i am...<br />^^<br /><br />went back to class, was chem liao...<br />the teacher "tsk" and me and say, "you ahh... problematic kid."<br />-.-"<br />stupid lah... rosna just like to suan me lol...<br />stupid.<br /><br />after that physic.<br />sleep whole class...<br />then mathematic for 5 periods...<br />sleep throughout again...<br />skill right me? sleeping power!<br />lol<br /><br />then pon SS today lol<br />teacher sure damn sad that we, the whole group of guys, pon...<br />hehe but who cares?<br /><br />went home...<br />da jie give me a lecture...<br />stupid.<br />enuf of lecture already ok everyone?<br />she told me to IGNORE everything...<br />then i told her... Ignore is a bad choice of word lol...<br />you should say "put aside things and forget FIRST" lol<br />cute lah she...<br />then she say dun care must use the word ignore... -.-"<br />then i say ok lor...<br />I ignore everything and concentrate on my O's...<br />I ignore my sch, ignore my studies, ignore my families...<br />i wanted to say i will ignore her lol...<br /><br />well then...<br />dota...<br />slack abit...<br />then...<br />study time.<br />sayo.<br /><br />Lib.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-4801709549009915593?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-69592563299086508552008-09-25T20:34:00.003+08:002008-09-25T20:45:56.226+08:00That day went to shuya jie house...<br />lol<br />i dunno why...<br />it's seems like so long time no call her shuya liao always call jaynus...<br />then i that day she say "nvm got shuya here with you" and i felt quite odd cus i long time no hear her calling herself shuya liao she always call herself jaynus instead lol...<br /><br />ok the first thing she say to me that day is, "smoke again huh, whole body smoke smell..."<br />lol<br /><br />then we went to mac eat...<br />i pay a huge amount to eat that meal -.-"<br />not in money sense but my ear paid it...<br />she foot the bills ^^<br />another lecture lol...<br />well not really lecture...<br />it's more of a story...<br />about her and her dad who past away...<br /><br />then i told her, "let's move on, next place, kopitiam..."<br />lol i thought she know wad i wanna do but she don't lol...<br />went there sit down liao, i go buy drink for her and myself + my healthy lung snack, ciggs lol<br />then she "tsk tsk" lol<br />haiz.<br />wad can i do?<br />smoking is the only thing to distract me... lol<br /><br />then chat chat chat, talk about what will happen after O's, play what play what...<br />then she say wanna open a bbq chalet just for we inside people nia...<br />haha<br /><br />i dunno...<br />she seems to have lot's of plans for me lol<br />and the lists of thing she owe me seems to be getting longer lol<br />hehe i guess she wouldnt want to talk more cus if not she owe me more things lol...<br /><br />finally...<br />someone wanted to celebrate my birthday with me...<br />last time my bithday she attach dun really have the time for me, but then, she is single now!<br />hehe...<br />poor jie di... both single lol...<br /><br />then went to her house...<br />mad her mother jealous like siao cus ah ma was on phone and i just snatch the phone...<br />then ah ma say dun care her just wanna talk to me lol<br />haha you see her face just so jealous >.<"<br />ok i am cute >.<" so many ppl like me haha...<br /><br />then watch movie with jie...<br />i told jie our first date with status change we went to watch kungfu panda...<br />then i say wanna watch it again...<br />she keep saying... "no no dun watch it..."<br />lol<br />then she say " i dun wanna see you cry later"<br />lol<br />wth... panda so cute why will i cry?<br />then in the middle of the movie i keep saying how we react when what happen in the show...<br />then she say... "see lah that's why i say it is a bad choice to watch this..."<br />lol<br /><br />then after that...<br />i smoke in her house >.<"<br />lol<br />i know i bad haha<br />then after that just jump into her bed...<br />then... nv leave the bed until morning liao lol...<br /><br />keke...<br />>.<"<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-6959256329908650855?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-6957580440502781672008-09-24T03:03:00.002+08:002008-09-24T03:11:05.638+08:00i didn't went for counselling...<br />just dun feel like going...<br />and...<br />the counsellor called my home -.-"<br />i lied that i forgot but then i just dun wanna go lol<br /><br />reach home, dota.<br />4v5 ai<br />well farming pretty well at first... my farming skill better wor...<br /><br />tried something new with my DR today...<br />took manta instead of my usual butter...<br />after manta then got butter lol<br />hmm then got satanic, then hyperstone, then after a few second...<br />GG<br />darn didn't got the chance to taste my speed...<br />haha speed rules!<br />>.<"<br /><br />read a yuki gave me...<br />lot's of memories about feelings...<br />just so dwell today...<br /><br />went to xing house to study...<br />but reach there, pumping majiong -.-"<br />but wow... i won like 3 match out of 5?<br />lol did like 9 pumps nia... haha<br /><br />then slack and watch tv, dota again...<br />i dunno why... sudden went to the topic of me and yuki again...<br />haiz...<br />stupid... was already dwelling today and they choose today to talk...<br />ma de...<br />just went to kitchen alone and smoke...<br /><br />i realise one thing...<br />smoking can stop crying...<br />lol<br />and not first time liao...<br />a lot of times liao...<br />that's why i need tonnes of pack to keep me going haha<br /><br />wanted to sleep...<br />but just can't<br />sainz...<br />my body clock is too mess up...<br />most of my sleeping time is in sch in fact lol<br /><br />haiz...<br />one more hr, i will be tired.<br />everyday just the same...<br />bored.<br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;">I just wish life ended soon...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-695758044050278167?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-48956303127833477112008-09-23T17:48:00.002+08:002008-09-23T18:09:26.777+08:00"I read from somewhere that things<br />don't get lost if they don't have a value.<br />You don't miss what you don't care about."<br /><br />Maybe that's the reason why i felt i lost everything...<br />cus my baby is(is not was my everything...<br />No wonder why I just miss just a person so much... Maybe that's the only person i really care about...<br /><br />"I always knew looking back at the cries would make me laugh,<br />but i never knew looking back at the laugh would make me cry."<br /><br />Maybe that's the reason why I dare not step foot into esplanade again...<br />Sweet memories just hurt...<br /><br />Everytime...<br />I thought of that night...<br />The most special night in my life...<br />I gave my first kiss... to a girl...<br />ask her... to be my girl...<br />and her reply...<br />Her face... <br />Just so confuse that time... <br />Just feeling shy...<br />And love.<br /><br />Love...<br />Why did it hurt me so much?<br />Never in my life i have thought that i would ever get hurt by love...<br />But...<br />I have now experience it myself...<br />Never in my life i believe in true love... i always thought all was hypocrite... a fake...<br />Until i experience it myself...<br />A love... We shared...<br />So deep...<br />Almost magical...<br /><br />But no...<br />It was no longer one...<br />It was broken...<br />Into 2 pieces...<br />She held one, i held another one...<br /><br />I told myself...<br />To forget my feelings and emotion and just concentrate on studies...<br />But i just can't...<br />I can't...<br />I failed again to be strong...<br />I failed again to wear a smiling mask...<br />Again...<br />and again...<br /><br />charleneyl.blogspot.com<br />quotes were from her...<br /><br />In the past, if someone like her were to come to me, i will tell her to move on, time heals...<br />But now, i understand... Those are not encouraging words... But instead words of suffurings...<br />It is the power of love, that make one impossible to move on, and heals... A scar will always be there...<br /><br />I am in no better shape then that blog's owner...<br />At least she know that he will belong to her forever... Always keeping him...<br />But for me, she will belong to another guy one day... not mine, but others...<br />i don't even know if she will still remember this love we had or not...<br />I don't even know if she even want to remember or not...<br />At least the blog owner know that he guy will be hers, always loving her, never forget her...<br /><br />I don't know...<br />I just don't know...<br />The feeling of losing your everything...<br />and the feeling of lost...<br />How do I move on?<br />I understand that blog owner...<br />It is impossible to move on...<br /><br />Dear god...<br />Why does love only hurt?<br />Those two couples were too so perfect, so deeply in love...<br />And they are separate too...<br />Why is it just so unfair?<br /><br />i don't know...<br />i don't know anything anymore...<br />i am just dead tired of life...<br />I have enough of sufferings... of hurts...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-4895630312783347711?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-1004498556942391472008-09-07T18:39:00.003+08:002008-09-07T18:44:03.419+08:00Thanks zhuya jie for always being there for me...<br />Always supporting me...<br />but still i wanna call you zhu ya lols...<br /><br />haha<br />also, your didi will always be there for you also wor!<br />haha<br />love you >.<"<br /><br />and and, remember what will cheer me up and i am down! haha<br />maybe we xin lian xin that's why you so random also can guess tio what will cheer me up lol...<br />i always remember that time you just suddenly say, "dun be sad lah i treat you ice cream"<br />is like you dunno go where dig my info i like what lol...<br />anyway seldom people know i like it lols<br /><br />Cheers<br />Pika.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-100449855694239147?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-88355298216877386592008-09-04T20:49:00.002+08:002008-09-04T20:54:23.609+08:00O lvl is here soon...<br />A maths is my current studying subject...<br />I know my studying style are odd but then i am more comfortable with this oddness...<br /><br />Well...<br />Pretty tight up now...<br />Tight and not tied haha... ^^<br /><br />I want my games back...<br />i have no choice but to force myself to hate them T.T<br />I wanna love my games back carefreely... Haiz... <br />2 more months...<br />Haiz.<br /><br />I want more ice cream T.T<br />Ice cream makes me happy >.<"<br />and and... only certain flavour! haha<br />I want ciggs too T.T<br />I want new phone, my stupid phone can't send sms properly... T.T<br />I want... I want...<br />hmm...<br />i want... erm...<br />actually i wanted a lot of things...<br />but well...<br />nothing can compare to one,<br />Her...<br />Jus having her will do ^^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-8835529821687738659?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-70934012818802573972008-08-22T23:20:00.003+08:002008-08-22T23:24:44.151+08:00In times of sadness with loneliness...<br />My blog is my only listening ears...<br />Where i could share my sorrow with...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-7093401281880257397?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-5158811505845772232008-08-21T23:30:00.003+08:002008-08-21T23:38:16.263+08:00Woohooo~!!!<br />I MISS STRAWBERRY ICE CREAM SOOOOO MUCH!!! T.T<br /><br />Finally...<br />i got to eat it! whakaka >.<"<br />haha my dearest shuya jie bought it wor for me wor >.<"<br />whakaka<br /><br />but then, i want strawberry not strawberry yogart T.T<br />they are different flavour T.T<br /><br /><a href="http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa94/libraoct/DSC00873.jpg"target="_blank"><br /><img src="http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa94/libraoct/DSC00873.jpg" border="0" height:="300" width="300"></img><br /></a><br />hehe<br /><br />I just love strawberry ice cream >.<"<br />nv fail to cheer me up haha >.<"<br /><br />Opps...<br />Time for oral practice T.T<br />See ya peeps~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-515881150584577223?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-87997898994716900812008-07-06T22:01:00.003+08:002008-07-06T22:03:55.508+08:00A sharp piece of metal<br />holding in my hand<br />Nothing seems to matter<br />For my life has reach an end<br /><br />The feeling of thousand needles<br />piercing through my heart<br />When I tried to stop<br />I could only say but<br /><br />The heart that has been shattered<br />could never be piece back<br />This torture you gave me<br />I'll never forget that.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-8799789899471690081?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-16221341374910356852008-07-06T21:58:00.003+08:002008-07-06T22:00:52.456+08:00Deep in the corner<br />Deep in the dark<br />There live a love<br />Deep in my heart<br /><br />Each day I felt<br />I was in luck<br />For she was with me<br />During every dark<br /><br />She bought the colours<br />Into my dark<br />Our love became one<br />And solid hard...<br /><br />Obstacle soon<br />came into our path<br />Our strong bonding<br />Has gone apart...<br /><br />Darkness conquered<br />Into my heart<br />It force me back<br />Into the dark<br /><br />The love we shared<br />We no longer one<br />I point to my head<br />A gun.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-1622134137491035685?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-69920305459552587562008-06-05T23:09:00.003+08:002008-06-05T23:13:21.293+08:00I am in love >.<"<br />With my cute hamham >.<"<br /><br />There is so much things i wanna tell you...<br />but... it is just too much...<br />cus... my love for you is infinity >.<"<br /><br />haha love you always my dear >.<"<br />*muacks~*<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-6992030545955258756?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-76886381024295170842008-06-04T19:30:00.003+08:002008-06-04T21:05:20.190+08:00To my dearest hamham,<br />i want you to be by my side... all the time...<br />but i just don't have the courage to say it...<br />all i can do it to hide here and say it...<br />well you wont be reading it either... thats the reason why i am able to post my feelings here...<br />I know...<br />You have to live you life...<br />different from mine...<br />i'm just a tiny little part of your life...<br />and you are too busy to have time for me...<br /><br />i just wanna tell you...<br />you are not tiny little bits of my life...<br />you are my life...<br /><br />but...<br />haiz...<br />facts are just too hard to accept...<br />haiz...<br /><br />Love,<br />your dearest pika...<br /><br />Haiz...<br />Why does it have an itchy feeling in your heart when you miss someone?<br />And why does it start to hurt when you miss someone so much?<br /><br />Why does something emotional able to brought out physical feelings?<br /><br />So this is what Humans call it, emotions?<br /><br />I miss her...<br />so much...<br />that it really hurt deep down my heart...<br />Haiz...<br />My life will just be uneasy without able to contact her...<br /><br />Her phone is out of money... she can't sms me...<br />the only way we can contact now is thru msn...<br /><br />Today, was chatting with her...<br />Yea i am someone who doesn't really enjoy movie...<br />But well for her, i watch the show 200 pound cus she told me to watch with her...<br />it all for her... cus it will make me have the feeling that she is with me...<br /><br />but... when i was watching halfway... in msn... she told me...<br />she is going out... then... just like that and went out...<br />didnt even wait for my reply...<br /><br />i was sad... <br />although i know she didn't meant it but...<br />i cant help but have the feeling that she throw me oneside...<br /><br />haiz...<br /><br />i... really want her... to be by my side... all the time...<br /><br />haiz...<br />maybe...<br />i think a little too much...<br />maybe...<br />humans need to rely on oneself...<br />maybe...<br />"rely" isnt even suppose to be a word use by humans...<br /><br /><br />Yea... <br />I am a loner...<br />I wish no one to disturb me or interfere with me... whatever i am doing...<br />i also want to be left alone... i don't wish for others to bother me...<br />i just want to do my own things...<br /><br />But... all except for her...<br />i want her to be with me...<br />i want her to disturb me and interfere me... i want her to be with me whatever i am doing...<br />i want to be left alone with her... yes just her...<br />all i wish for...<br />is her to be with me...<br /><br />i dunno...<br />is she thinking the same or not...<br />or does she just treat me as just another god brother... like how i treat my other god sis...<br /><br />i feel like giving up...<br />going back into my solitude past and not knowing how to love for anyone...<br />it really hurt...<br />and affecting me... too much...<br />but...<br />i can't give up too... for i love her too much...<br />and also... it her love that keep me going...<br />keeping me cheerful... and happy... forgetting about my others worries...<br />haiz...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />yea...<br />people will just say...<br />I'm just a kid.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-7688638102429517084?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-32469088441974284712008-06-03T20:28:00.002+08:002008-06-03T20:34:03.996+08:00<a href="http://www.sgforums.com/forums/2788/topics/319723">Quote from this thread.</a><br /><br />"He concluded that most men were not afraid of marriage -- but they were afraid of a bad marriage."<br />How true lol<br /><br />"Weisman said U.S. figures showed that in 1980 about 6 percent of men aged in their early 40s had never married but this number had now risen to 17 percent."<br />"about half of them said the situation that scared them most was marrying the wrong person."<br /><br />"It's so important to these men to get it right. My best advice to single women after bachelors is to be patient. If you're in a hurry to get married you'll be frustrated," he said."<br />ya ya be patient to us! >.<"<br /><br />"Weisman also found that financial issues, both positive and negative, played a large part in men's fear of commitment."<br />not for me... o.o<br /><br />"Those with little money said they would have nothing to offer a partner, with some suffering self-esteem issues and withdrawing from the dating pool," said Weisman, an engineer-turned-author with two books now published.<br />"While those who are financially sound were terrified what a bad divorce could do to them."<br /><br />Lol<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-3246908844197428471?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-17691394393750744302008-06-02T22:55:00.001+08:002008-06-02T22:56:53.896+08:00Well just another typical day... like other day...<br /><br />Nothing much happen today...<br />it just like a robot... on auto mode... so dead...<br /><br />sch<br />home<br />sleep...<br /><br />haiz...<br />such life...<br />sux...<br /><br />Can my life plz be spice up more?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-1769139439375074430?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-73194367134124902732008-06-01T22:50:00.000+08:002008-06-01T22:51:23.917+08:00The night is,<br />something I use to fear...<br />It darken my sight,<br />and make my world blur...<br />However the stars,<br />make you seems so near...<br />For it link,<br />your heart and my heart here...<br /><br />Sitting by the window, <br />I think of you...<br />Stars in sky,<br />I could only see a few...<br />Missing you is, <br />not something new...<br />As I has always, <br />been loving you...<br /><br />A promise I made,<br />to love you always...<br />This love we share,<br />can never be replace...<br />Never would I,<br />forget you a day...<br />Another promise I made<br />to miss you everyday...<br /><br />A sky of star,<br />reminds our of time together...<br />I'll miss and love you,<br />maximum and forever...<br />Nothing can compare,<br />when we have each other...<br />I'll love you always,<br />my dearest sister...<br /><br />>.<"<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-7319436713412490273?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-74263143721705125102008-06-01T01:05:00.001+08:002008-06-01T01:05:49.177+08:00"Loving someone... Is giving them the power to hurt you..."<br /><br />lol<br /><br />This is so true...<br />Which is why, I dare not to love again...<br />>.<"<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-7426314372170512510?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-55326244721161046332008-05-31T21:39:00.002+08:002008-05-31T21:51:14.895+08:00I don't wish to face reality...<br />I just want to be lost...<br />In feelings... In emotions...<br />I just feel like, letting my emotions to run me...<br />I am tired of controlling my emotions...<br /><br />haiz...<br />I just wanna be wild and crazy and do stupid things...<br />I don't want to face life...<br />The harsh truth of life...<br /><br />O's this year...<br />Haiz... Fk it.<br /><br />Haiz...<br />I feel like writing a poem...<br />To express myself...<br />But... i just can't do it this time...<br />How?<br />haiz...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-5532624472116104633?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-16963870049104021532008-05-31T05:35:00.002+08:002008-05-31T05:39:13.864+08:00Yea it friday...<br /><br />Couldn't really sleep...<br />Went to school guai guai...<br />lol<br /><br />After that went home then out again...<br />Play pool with sw,ty and jx...<br />Haiz... Haiz... Haiz...<br />I just couldn't play seriously lol >.<"<br />easy ball also miss lol<br /><br />then went to meet jie at lot 1...<br />eat the went home...<br />haha<br /><br />my jie still at my house now...<br />sleeping like log -.-"<br />she like very tired lol<br /><br />she told me she not going to aust liao...<br />well... kind of happy >.<"<br />but... haiz... dunno what to say...<br /><br />I just couldn't sleep these days...<br />Always end up with a few hrs sleep and freaking tired...<br />haiz...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-1696387004910402153?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-39198674706791315722008-05-30T11:52:00.002+08:002008-05-30T12:03:01.354+08:00Tmd i got trick to school today...<br /><br />Today was A maths 1st and 2nd slot, E maths 3rd slot...<br />I was chem 2nd slot, e maths 3rd slot...<br /><br />zzz<br />If i have known it was full day maths i wouldnt have to go... -.-"<br />Stupid... Which idiot told me the wrong schedule? tmd...<br /><br />Haiz...<br /><br />Let's begin our blogging...<br />Thursday...<br />Went out with jie<br />Well we did everything undecided lol...<br />went to marina square...<br />we saw...<br />PIKACHU! lol<br /><br />then we was basically eating all the way -.-"<br />then we went to esplanade...<br />and you know who i saw?<br />those malays girls in class 5/1 -.-"<br />what luck... singapore is just too small...<br /><br />then we go the vomiting merlion there... lol<br />sit there chill abit and see star...<br />I blowed the clouds away! >.<"<br /><br />then went home...<br /><br />then...<br />thelesis not around for our CS session -.-"<br />Well then i host the game...<br />3 ppl nia -.-"<br />the unexpected long time MIA guest, gobby was present ^^<br />he machiam dunno lost to where liao so long no see...<br />then suddenly join room lol<br /><br />But...<br />Haiz...<br />Life still sux...<br />Well...<br />I heard from jie her might not be going to aust...<br />hmm... i totally dunno what to reply when she said it...<br />I don't want her to stay...<br />I don't want her to go...<br />I only want her to be happy ^^<br />But well of course i hope she can stay so that i can be with her...<br /><br />Haiz...<br />Humans... Must make decision eh?<br />I hate to make decision though...<br />That's why I always let other to decide what to do until other totally got no idea then i will make the decision...<br />This is just like me no?<br />lol<br />Still remember last time in NPCC...<br />I always doing nothing... Until my NCO cannot take it liao then i go in to help lol...<br /><br />Haiz...<br />I wish life change for a better...<br />Life just sux...<br />If life sux throughout, i wonder why do i exist in this world for...<br /><br />Lib.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-3919867470679131572?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-79869403182658004272008-05-29T11:07:00.002+08:002008-05-29T11:09:39.473+08:00Why are such things happenings...<br />Can be life be a lot more simple?<br /><br />Can I please have a simple life?<br />I want nothing...<br />I only want to be happy...<br />I want peace...<br /><br />Haiz...<br />I want life to be easy going...<br />I want others to lead me... I don't want to lead and make decision...<br /><br />I just want...<br />To be happy...<br /><br />Haiz...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-7986940318265800427?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-55931312327959690602008-05-28T12:32:00.001+08:002008-05-28T12:33:43.954+08:00I just read all my old post...<br /><br />Lol...<br />it was like...<br />The past feeling i had...<br />are terrible...<br /><br />i dun want to be back again...<br /><br />i want my current life more...<br /><br />^^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-5593131232795969060?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-30102675407587740132008-05-27T20:21:00.002+08:002008-05-27T20:28:56.920+08:00Haiz...<br />What has SC become in the absent of me?<br />haiz...<br /><br />Nat ah why your comp spoil at such time?<br />why spoil when i not free to mod?<br /><br />Haiz...<br />SC have been getting a little messy...<br />haiz...<br />blame seoti for all that lol...<br />(i hope he doesnt see this >.<")<br /><br />I miss our old SC...<br />Where we talk, crap, bullshit... almost every night...<br />just because...<br />just because i am a little inactive there...<br />it started to became even less inactive?<br />haiz...<br /><br />we NEED SPAMMERS BACK INTO SC!<br />Now now...<br />where are all our lao jiao?<br /><br />haiz...<br />i guess...<br />just let SC die down a little bah...<br />if it can go back like what it was before by itself then good...<br /><br />After O's...<br />I promise...<br />I will bring SC back to life again...<br />I will revive our old members...<br />I will bring out our unity again...<br />remember how we climb so high within a few months?<br />in mere 5 months time to top 20?<br /><br />Though we are top 10 now, but our activity are dropping!<br />SC will NOT FALL!<br />I WILL BE BACK TO REVIVE IT!<br /><br />I miss our old community...<br />haiz...<br />those old times...<br /><br />A promise made...<br />I will bring the old SC spirit back...<br />I promise...<br />but then ah...<br />wait lah after my O's -.-"<br /><br />^^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-3010267540758774013?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-41772574953868649552008-05-27T18:12:00.003+08:002008-05-27T18:18:56.596+08:00Yea...<br />It is just another part of my life...<br />Accepting the fact... Which i never wanted to accept...<br /><br />It is just another part of my growing up life...<br />That people come and goes...<br />And I'll need to learn to let go...<br /><br />But...<br />Will I be able to learn to accept fact?<br />I don't know...<br /><br />Growing up...<br />I wish I need not to grow...<br />And stay as a kid...<br />Forever...<br /><br />Just let me be happy a little more...<br />Just a little more...<br />And...<br />Hells come...<br /><br />Will i be able to endure through this hell?<br />Especially alone?<br /><br />Haiz...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-4177257495386864955?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-48457642885238123302008-05-26T20:12:00.003+08:002008-05-26T20:32:50.592+08:00I guess...<br />This is the first ever time i am so sad...<br />This is the first ever time someone so close to me is going to leave me...<br />How am I gonna continue my life?<br /><br />In the past, I use to be always alone... No one has ever showered me with love... I always broke down mentally but then, no one ever knows... For, I have no one to share with... Thus... I hides my feelings... and emotions... all the time...<br /><br />I then realised i couldnt take it anymore... I decided to rely and trust people around me... But then... I soon also realise... No one could be trusted...<br />And live my life alone, again...<br /><br />It was then... This person appeared...<br />RainYuki she called herself, my belove sister, my jie...<br />10th may 2008... i will never forget this date...<br />She showed my love, care and concern... Which no one has given me before...<br />Within just a few days... Just a few days when she became my sis...<br />She has became the most important person in my life...<br />NO ONE COULD EVER REPLACE HER!<br />I love her...<br /><br />Even though she has became my jie for like...<br />2 weeks only?<br />but she has already become part of my life...<br />Which i cannot do without her...<br /><br />I really love my jie alot... Damn a lot...<br />She is the only person in this world who care for me...<br /><br />But...<br />Fate just love to play with people...<br />I only know her for such a short time, and she is already leaving... soon... damn soon...<br />I couldn't take it... when she told me she is leaving... an impact to great for me to handle...<br /><br />I went home...<br />and cried... and cried...<br />She is the first ever person... who love me so much, and... hurt me so much...<br />She is the first ever person... who leave me crying for hours... and days...<br /><br />I really want her to stay with me... I really wanted...<br />But...<br />She said this...<br />"Life always has people coming and go...<br />And i just leave to try out my new life..."<br />and it continues...<br />"I never leave as I already stays in your heart forever...<br />especially Pika..."<br />This word she said... I could never forget...<br />She said she never leave...<br />She lied... to me...<br />as she has already left... to try out for her new life...<br /><br />Her love... Care... and Concern for me...<br />Is all only just for a few weeks...<br />A few weeks...<br />That is all I could ever get throughout my life...<br />I guessed... I am not fated to be loved... Cared... and concerned...<br /><br />I don't ever think...<br />I will trust another person again...<br />I don't wanna...<br />Get hurt again...<br /><br />I love you Jie... Forever...<br />Even though you hurt me like no others...<br />I promise that you will remain in my heart...<br />Forever...<br /><br />Crying while typing,<br />Pika<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-4845764288523812330?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-91384305590582843872008-05-25T12:14:00.001+08:002008-05-25T12:15:34.685+08:00i actually wanna post about something happy...<br />but my freaking mum just spoil my mood today...<br /><br />idiot...<br />tmd...<br /><br />cant you guys just give me some peace?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-9138430559058284387?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-6492875382168440182008-05-24T11:19:00.003+08:002008-05-24T11:26:43.121+08:00Yea...<br />No matter what this is still mine life...<br />No one would bother over it...<br />Everyone have their own life...<br /><br />Yea i should go back to what i am like...<br />I shouldnt start to rely on others...<br />Again, this is my life...<br />I would rely on myself this time...<br /><br />Although I don't really know i can make it or not...<br />but still, i will try...<br /><br />It hurts so much<br />deep in my heart<br />that i realise<br />i am on my on again...<br /><br />I wont hurt myself physically again...<br />I won't cut again...<br />I won't burn again...<br />I just find some healthy way to torture myself...<br />Ride bike? Pumpings? Up and down the stairs?<br />I don't know...<br /><br />Dear lord...<br />Is this what life is mean?<br />Please give me some of your wisdom to understand what is life suppose to be meant...<br />I am... Just a lose sheep...<br />I need you, lord, my shepherd, to help me...<br /><br />Lib.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-649287538216844018?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-86633646682830032602008-05-24T04:18:00.002+08:002008-05-24T04:25:21.855+08:00Didnt went school...<br />cus feeling damn tired...<br />and go school also nothing to do...<br /><br />went out to find jie at 3 at ps...<br />and yea...<br />she is late again -.-"<br />+ her phone was uncontactable... <br />zzz<br /><br /><br />went to arcade... spend so much on the toy grabbing machine but no luck lol<br />tempted sia lol...<br />went around then we went to paradiz play pool lols<br />well we like anyhow play de lols<br /><br />then went back to ps and find joker...<br />again, arcade...<br />and again... we went to play the toy grabbing thingy...<br />and again... no luck -.-"<br /><br />then went around walking in circle lol<br />and finally...<br />dinner time...<br /><br />ate at fish market...<br />everything was fish -.-"<br />haiz... why fish sia... i hate fish...<br /><br />after eating went to ECP<br />actually wanna to drink at cabana de but then... <br />chip say ex so we went to play pool...<br />and yea pool again haha<br />i won chip!<br />>.<" but tyco one haha<br /><br />then one by one all leave liao...<br />jie leave...<br />seoti and tessa leave...<br />tiny and devil MIA then sms me that they going off...<br />left lim papa, joker, chip and me...<br /><br />haiz...<br />sainz sia...<br />bad night all pang seh nia...<br />haiz...<br /><br />went to la kopi with joker and seoti later on...<br />then went to mac chill...<br />and joker send me home...<br /><br />what a day...<br /><br />and yea,<br />jie is cute >.<"<br />so am i!<br />lol i know i bhb lols<br /><br />Lib.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-8663364668283003260?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-47850625303175582462008-05-21T20:56:00.002+08:002008-05-21T21:03:25.023+08:00let's see...<br />i am going back...<br />serious...<br /><br />I understand what that monkey said...<br />June, July, Augest is all i have...<br /><br />all for one goal...<br />yea...<br /><br />Solitude.<br />Will be my friend...<br />For now...<br /><br />Now lets recall...<br />How am i use to be like...<br />tsk tsk...<br />Isn't that great...<br /><br />studies...<br />what a tough problem...<br />well...<br />problem are meant to overcome...<br /><br />I guess i took enough rest...<br />I guess it time to go back to my old self...<br />all for the sake of...<br />O lvls...<br /><br />I remembered suddenly...<br />I didnt aim for 15...<br />My aim is...<br />10 point.<br />Thats it.<br />I gonna get it.<br />It is not an aim, it is a must...<br />4 X A1<br />1 X C6<br /><br />E maths, A maths, Physics, Chemistry, History, Social Studies...<br />Just mere 7 subject...<br />Piece of cake for 3 months...<br /><br /><br />Cheers~<br />Lib.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-4785062530317558246?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-80569706096830674482008-05-21T19:31:00.001+08:002008-05-21T19:32:33.135+08:00Yea...<br />I think i know how path to take now...<br /><br />well...<br />then this is blog is of no use anymore...<br />and therefore... <br />my posting will be rare now...<br /><br />Cheers<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-8056970609683067448?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-69623504088428933122008-05-21T18:51:00.002+08:002008-05-21T19:02:29.178+08:00Haiz...<br /><br />I am so confuse...<br /><br />Today, someone i respect, someone who is intelligent, has said something, which is totally opposite to what i believe in...<br />What he said is what i used to believe in... In the past...<br /><br />What is he thinking?<br />I dun know...<br /><br />Alone.<br />Lonely is not bad...<br />He said that...<br /><br />I used to believe that I can rely on no one... and do my things alone... and success without the help of others support, physically or mentally...<br /><br />I am tired of others relying on me...<br />tired of relying myself...<br />and i started to... rely on others... <br />i just couldnt handle that stress of being alone and the feeling of loneliness...<br /><br />he said that... people like to use a word...<br />"stress"<br />yea... i have use it...<br /><br />I use to believe that stress is nothing but something that dun exist and could be handle...<br />I use to believe i can handle my own problems and dun need to share my worries with anyone...<br />I use to believe that loneliness is just another human weakness and i wont let it affect me...<br /><br />Then i started to rely on others...<br />sharing my problems with them...<br />spending my time with them...<br />and taking away my loneliness...<br /><br />Now...<br />He said something...<br />which totally made me in total confuse...<br /><br />someone who i have great respect for as what he think is normally same as mine... <br />someone who easily read other people feeling easily... just like me...<br /><br />now...<br />haiz...<br /><br />Should i change my thinking again?<br />Should i be back to the past where i am just alone?<br />Can i handle the stress which he say is just an excuse?<br /><br />Well...<br />I shall try...<br />For his experience surpass me...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-6962350408842893312?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-5196210847214485792008-05-20T21:00:00.002+08:002008-05-20T21:06:35.932+08:00woke up a few time during the sleep...<br />cus i sleep for 12 hours lols...<br /><br />went sch... fking hot sia...<br />i kena chase out of class by my chinese teacher >.<"<br />but she just cant chase me off lol...<br />then my form teacher come in she complain to my form teacher -.-"<br />haiz my dear lao shi betray me T.T<br />lol<br /><br />I QUITE SMOKING LIAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />after sch, DIDNT SMOKE!<br />power right?<br />i say liao, i quit means quit...<br />i wont like last time kena tempt by stupid zhu mei liao...<br />this time no one will tempt me!<br />hehe...<br /><br />went to fred house after i went home to play bball...<br />tmd all say wanna quit then give up... not even 24hrs give up liao...<br />me still best, every single one smoke except for me...<br />well...<br />I AM GOOD!<br />haha<br />i am very guai wor...<br />dun smoke, dun drink >.<"<br /><br />then i kena an accident T.T<br />i knock my toe with my bike when going down the stair... haiz...<br />my nail bend back and bleeing sia...<br />haiz limping now... -.-"<br />well at least i play bball still can score and pass ball haha...<br /><br />well went home...<br />and now typing this...<br />anyway i gonna sleep liao see ya peeps around~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-519621084721448579?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-14500213604363906102008-05-20T20:50:00.002+08:002008-05-20T21:00:09.708+08:00ok lets start from where i woke up...<br /><br />lol i just couldnt sleep...<br />then i disturb jie until she woke up lol >.<"<br />opps... haha<br /><br />then we lie on bed for some time before we decided to leave the bed to makan lol<br />went to lot one eat...<br />actually meeting yan hong and chee ming they all de at 1pm but then 1pm then we start eating lol...<br />jie jie treat me eat wor >.<"<br />haha my jie the best! love her lots >.<"<br /><br />after that she went off le...<br />i walk to stadium to find them lol...<br />wha badminton nice to play sia...<br />first time playing >.<"<br />lol<br /><br />then went to find tat yi they all play bball lols...<br />after that we became construction worker again lol!<br /><br />went home, bath and sleep til next day...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-1450021360436390610?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-774011740513222552008-05-20T20:35:00.002+08:002008-05-20T20:49:15.258+08:00woohoo it was starting well...<br />hmm some people came at 3pm i forgot who liao lols<br />then we play marvel vs capcom... haiz no challenge T.T<br />i wanna someone to beat me to it T.T<br /><br />then 4pm went out to find jie...<br />i thought i was late and rush out but then...<br />guess what, she reach lot 1 at 5.30 -.-"<br />late for more then an hour! grrr...<br /><br />then bring her to my house...<br />reach le guess what she do?<br />sleep in my bed -.-"<br />zzz lol like zhu right?<br />lol<br /><br />then go downstair eat... haha<br />then they walk to ten mile sia... zzz<br />so far leh... -.-"<br /><br />then go back le eat cake...<br />then drinking session start~<br />go into my room with air con drink...<br />first down, Ph... -.-" lols<br /><br />stupid jeremy then spill the cup tmd...<br />then my jie so good help me mop >.<"<br />haha love you jie >.<"<br />my jie so good wor >.<"<br /><br />then they go home le...<br />then left me and jie nia...<br />i cant sleep lol... went to play grandchase + smoke until tired then go sleep...<br /><br />ok ok next day le see next post~<br />it was just an hour sleep anyway -.-"<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-77401174051322255?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-26080909203165246292008-05-15T23:45:00.002+08:002008-05-15T23:47:09.417+08:00i know what i want in my life already...<br /><br />well...<br />i finally found a positive reason to live my life...<br /><br />Cheers~<br /><br />^^<br /><br />It seems that...<br />my life has come anew...<br /><br />yea...<br /><br />haha<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-2608090920316524629?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-6597770724218277682008-05-11T23:36:00.002+08:002008-05-11T23:37:46.471+08:00my whole family know that i smoke liao...<br />-.-"<br />during dinner my families were on the topic of smoking...<br />then my aunt ask me say i got smoke not, better dun smoke...<br /><br />well...<br />i dun lie de... i am a guai boy boy ^^<br />so... everyone know i smoke now -.-"<br /><br />haiz...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-659777072421827768?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-60578121061387422312008-05-08T21:56:00.001+08:002008-05-08T21:56:48.741+08:00I just read my blog...<br /><br />my oldest post...<br />from the very start...<br /><br />then...<br /><br />the first ever post i posted in that blog...<br /><br />i saw the story...<br />of me... and her...<br /><br />haiz...<br /><br />then i suddenly remembered...<br />she was actually the one who make me go back to blogging again after few years without blogging...<br />and i deleted all my old post cus i feel that with her around i will have a new start...<br /><br />haiz...<br />memories...<br />are just hurting...<br /><br />Haiz...<br /><br />Then i too saw those post when i have just became mod of AA...<br />and... SC being created...<br /><br />Haiz...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-6057812106138742231?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-35117639253366281732008-05-08T21:14:00.003+08:002008-05-08T21:19:16.213+08:00Hmm...<br />Should i removed squall and riona?<br />they seems to be a little... odd... haha<br /><br />hmm...<br />what should i replace them with leh?<br />i am out of picture T.T<br />and i am lazy to make new one...<br />and....<br />I NO PHOTOSHOP WTH@(*#*^@)(*!#*(#^%@#...<br /><br />ehem...<br />lol<br /><br />I've left lunanoire... Yea... For good this time...<br /><br />i am damn tired of life...<br />damn tired...<br /><br />i wish i could take a long break...<br />a very very very very long one...<br /><br />i haven really have a break for years...<br />yea years...<br />all my free time goes into working...<br /><br />this year...<br />O's...<br />and i am already tired out...<br />fk...<br /><br />i need a break...<br />a long break...<br />but...<br />how could i even have one?<br />haiz...<br /><br />this is the first few time...<br />stress has taken over me...<br />O's are easy to me...<br /><br />but...<br />i just can control my ownself...<br />my on mood...<br />i just...<br />cant study...<br /><br />haiz...<br />haiz...<br /><br />i am bored of life...<br />nothing seems to spice life up...<br />how i wish my life could end...<br />sooon...<br />yea...<br />soon...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-3511763925336628173?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-28416778212544492552008-05-04T22:13:00.000+08:002008-05-04T22:14:19.039+08:00I gonna play with my template again!<br /><br />but first and for most, i gonna start learning from basic cus i forget everything liao -.-"<br /><br />alright... now where's my html coding notes... hmm... i think it was once in recycle bin and... deleted... -.-"<br /><br />haiz...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-2841677821254449255?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-34121753653368767362008-04-28T19:00:00.010+08:002008-04-28T19:28:21.281+08:00Woots<br />Went outing with SC family...<br />Sure darn fun haha...<br /><br />Well... the first thing delphian aw me was having a stick in my hand -.-" gosh...<br />but den but den... i will quit de hor! one day... well waiting for that day to come lol... haha<br /><br />ate from 6 to like 8.30... haha...<br />eating til half the tourist came... china...<br />well the restaurant has became a market with them around... so darn noisy... <br /><br />joker was damn funny lol...<br />keep camping for clayfish haha<br />was kind of fun until we went to smoking break...<br />well guess who i saw? Mr kong -.-"<br />what luck... DM sawing me smoking outside...<br />but...<br />why the hell he went to that place man? haiz...<br />my guai guai de reputation in school T.T<br /><br />well... after that went off to smoke again...<br />then...<br />photo section!<br />i hate tiny sia... her stupid phone... camera... fucking good!<br />haiz... stupid tiny... i gonna get that phone one day! grr...<br />we was basically sweating and taking photos lol... kind of stupid eh? haha<br /><br />haha<br />ok here's the outing photos~<br /><br /><a href="http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa94/libraoct/DSC00428.jpg"target="_blank"><br /><img src="http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa94/libraoct/DSC00428.jpg" border="0" height:="300" width="300"></img><br /></a><br /><a href="http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa94/libraoct/DSC00156.jpg"target="_blank"><br /><img src="http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa94/libraoct/DSC00156.jpg" border="0" height:="300" width="300"></img><br /></a><br /><a href="http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa94/libraoct/DSC00155.jpg"target="_blank"><br /><img src="http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa94/libraoct/DSC00155.jpg" border="0" height:="300" width="300"></img><br /></a><br /><a href="http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa94/libraoct/DSC00150.jpg"target="_blank"><br /><img src="http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa94/libraoct/DSC00150.jpg" border="0" height:="300" width="300"></img><br /></a><br /><a href="http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa94/libraoct/DSC00123.jpg"target="_blank"><br /><img src="http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa94/libraoct/DSC00123.jpg" border="0" height:="330" width="330"></img><br /></a><br /><a href="http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa94/libraoct/DSC00121.jpg"target="_blank"><br /><img src="http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa94/libraoct/DSC00121.jpg" border="0" height:="300" width="300"></img><br /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-3412175365336876736?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-64440831073899663352008-04-20T19:06:00.002+08:002008-04-20T19:09:06.562+08:00Have you ever wonder why Stalin of Russia is so successful?<br /><br />Reason being, he has to feeling towards people...<br />He's cold...<br />He don't keep memories... For the are meant to be forget...<br />However, keep the experience... Only then you can advance...<br /><br />Memories... <br />Just forget them... They are worthless...<br />What's more... A burden to you...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-6444083107389966335?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-91116078968181771352008-04-18T16:48:00.001+08:002008-04-18T16:52:11.496+08:00Hatred are meant to be kept.<br />Love is meant to be enjoy.<br />Memories is meant to be forget.<br />So should I keep, enjoy or forget you?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-9111607896818177135?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-24484616502595946552008-03-31T21:06:00.000+08:002008-03-31T21:07:09.680+08:00I miss you so much that it hurts so deep in my heart,<br />I wonder every night why didn't our love ever last?<br />Is it wishful thinking from my part?<br />Or in the begining our love shouldn't even start?<br />I have always wish I could easily forget the past,<br />but it has never seem to be an easy task...<br /><br />Lib's.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-2448461650259594655?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-71100159337099203292008-03-29T21:01:00.002+08:002008-03-29T21:10:56.516+08:00My only Wish in life...<br />To find my happiness...<br /><br />My only Happiness in life...<br />To have someone to share my dream with me...<br /><br />My only dream in life.<br />To know why I live... <br />Why am I in this world... <br />What is the reason for my existence...<br /><br />My only solution in life...<br />Either everlasting, or death...<br /><br />I really really wonder...<br />How many out there in this world...<br />Understand the emptiness in this world...<br /><br />I really really wonder...<br />How can I ever fill up this emptiness...<br /><br />Neither death nor everlasting leads to happiness...<br />For death and everlasting leads to emptiness...<br /><br />Why do I exist?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-7110015933709920329?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-85529062185409865302008-03-15T08:44:00.002+08:002008-03-15T08:53:30.625+08:00Woohoo~<br />camp break lor~!<br /><br />whakaka!<br />kena a few mosqito bite >.<"<br /><br />well... it was damn tired and fun ^^<br /><br />My sec 3 so cute >.<"<br />and smelly -.-"<br /><br />well...<br />2 camps together...<br /><br />Wednesday, first day of sec 3 NCO camp...<br />well nothing much...<br />just that the food was either not enuf or sux!<br />sentry duties,<br />first and second shift not my problem, then me and hilda crap lol...<br />3rd shift my turn... cadet was grace and joel...<br />4th shift i took over hilda , cadet was sarah and shafiq<br />5th shift shift, last shift, actually time for me to sleep... but then talk with jia jia all the way while doing th duties lol...<br /><br />next day... buay tahan sia... lol<br />keep dozing off >.<"<br /><br />finally i am a normal human back who cannot go without sleep >.<"<br />lol my body clock is at least back to normal a little more ^^<br /><br />Thursday<br />Start of sec 1 camp...<br />haiz...<br />the sec 4 all blur blur de..<br />proposal also anyhow do...<br />work also last min divide de...<br /><br />what to do all last min know...<br />zzz...<br /><br />then jia jia call me to take charge of them -.-"<br />i want to join the sec 3 camp sia...<br />then bo bian i run around lor lol<br /><br />haiz i lazy to post liao see ya<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-8552906218540986530?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-86990204747160135282008-03-11T18:38:00.003+08:002008-03-11T18:51:24.756+08:00Fuck...<br />I dont understand what is family...<br />wtf is family love?<br />why i have never ever feel before...<br /><br />yes i am in bad mood all this while for a fucking long time...<br />i already force myself to be happy...<br />keep laughing, keep smiling... although they ain't real...<br /><br />but fuck...<br />knn<br />this stupid thing call family just add on oil to a fire then has already been tried to cover in mud...<br /><br />ccb lah<br /><br />i seriously rather wish i never have this home...<br /><br />erm home?<br />yea home is and object just for me to sleep with no sense of belonging...<br /><br />and yes...<br />i hate it when i am in 'home'<br /><br />hells i hate those fucking fuckers in my home...<br />ccb...<br /><br />ME TODAY MARCH 11TH 2008<br />GIVE UP BELIEVING THIS THING CALL HOMELY LOVE...<br /><br />fk them...<br />ccb<br /><br />argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />who will fucking understand me...<br /><br />yea no one ever will...<br />i am seriously damn tired of smiling...<br /><br />no<br />this thing call love doesn't exist...<br /><br />yea i rather be selfish and alone all the time...<br />i rather be with only myself which i am self-centered...<br /><br />i dun fking care about life anymore...<br /><br />why look things on the bright side?<br />go thru the dark side...<br />fucking accept the dark side of life...<br />for there are no bright side...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-8699020474716013528?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-16552078028202661812008-03-10T23:20:00.001+08:002008-03-10T23:22:18.629+08:00Darn busy...<br />BUSY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br /><br />argh....<br />i going to die liao...<br />-.-"<br /><br />my holidays ever more busy then normal school days...<br />i rather dun have holidays -.-"<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-1655207802820266181?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-86150175747132369942008-03-07T01:31:00.001+08:002008-03-07T01:32:59.671+08:00I just feel like giving up everything once again...<br /><br />However there is something different this time...<br />This is my own opinion and not controlled by emotions...<br />Yea... No emotions involve in this decision...<br /><br />Hmm...<br />why?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-8615017574713236994?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-92203199250864388082008-03-03T21:32:00.001+08:002008-03-03T21:34:47.565+08:00Why control our feeling and emotions?<br />Why control them?<br /><br />if sadness...<br />If loneliness...<br />wanna come to you...<br /><br />why try and counter them?<br /><br />take them...<br />eat them...<br />love them...<br /><br />for you can't controls emotions...<br />but you can control you like for emotions...<br />and finally control emotions itself...<br /><br />cheers~<br />^^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-9220319925086438808?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-814984107726013892008-03-03T21:28:00.003+08:002008-03-03T21:31:29.567+08:00Yea...<br />life is just like that...<br />what can you do to it except for accepting it?<br /><br />lol<br />i start to enjoy this...<br />yes...<br />this is the feeling i wanted...<br /><br />although some might think it is awful...<br />i feel that it is wonderful...<br /><br />that's me...<br />and no...<br /><br />i won't change for someone else again...<br />i live my life for myself...<br />i don't freaking care if people hates me...<br /><br />i am just being myself...<br />Cheers~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-81498410772601389?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-77680078426426112492008-03-03T21:26:00.002+08:002008-03-03T21:27:58.208+08:00Hmm i am trying to create a new blogskin with pikachu as it's theme...<br />my guess is...<br />it will fail like the DMC lady de...<br /><br />well...<br />i dunno why...<br />even if something bad has happen...<br />i will just smile...<br /><br />am i crazy?<br />am i really that cold?<br /><br />well...<br />at least i start to enjoy solitude a little more...<br /><br />^^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-7768007842642611249?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-79030637714284195182008-03-02T16:30:00.003+08:002008-03-02T16:31:33.896+08:00Fuck...<br />I simply hate life...<br />can't i just die?<br /><br />can someone end my life now?<br />pathetic...<br /><br />i hate life...<br />i want it to end...<br />seriously...<br /><br />fuck up...<br />i am just damn tired of living...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-7903063771428419518?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-69187887784086593422008-03-01T23:28:00.001+08:002008-03-01T23:30:13.850+08:00fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck <br /><br />I hate life...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-6918788778408659342?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-34659642855765698262008-02-29T18:33:00.000+08:002008-02-29T18:34:28.280+08:00Sad...<br />today...<br /><br />i am sad...<br />and tired...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-3465964285576569826?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-86727588826757380202008-02-29T00:14:00.001+08:002008-02-29T00:15:42.663+08:00I didnt laugh today...<br />i didnt frown today...<br /><br />I isn't happy today...<br />I isn't sad today...<br /><br />I am just...<br />feeling so peaceful feeling nothing...<br /><br />^^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-8672758882675738020?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-22086049028062534222008-02-27T22:11:00.002+08:002008-02-27T22:18:03.809+08:00Ecclesiastes<br /><br />Chapter 7 verse 3<br />"Sorrow is better then laughter, because a sad face is good for heart."<br />I don't really understand this verse at first...<br />Till I ask Rachel...<br />Sorrow is better then laughter is because sorrows bring you experience in thing while laughter don't...<br />And a sad face is good of heart... Sorrow brings a sad face... that explain it all...<br />In other words... gaining Wisdom is good for us...<br />I think this is what this verse is trying to say...<br /><br />Chapter 1 verse 18<br />"For with much wisdom comes much sorrow; the more knowledge, the more grief"<br />My interested on Ecclesiastes begins when I saw this verse...<br />This verse is just so true...<br /><br />I know why a bible is called a bible...<br />But...<br />I too finally understand why a bible is called a bible...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-2208604902806253422?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-32447854385138224922008-02-27T20:59:00.001+08:002008-02-27T21:00:46.357+08:00Yes...<br />Dreams are for weaklings...<br /><br />Why dream, when you can instead set it as goals?<br /><br />Reality...<br />wake up from dreams...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-3244785438513822492?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-1379826564334846282008-02-25T18:31:00.004+08:002008-02-25T19:01:41.491+08:00Yes.<br />And this time, i am gonna buck up already...<br /><br />i just need to get back to the path of no return...<br />the path of craziness...<br />the path of darkness...<br />the path of death...<br /><br />no lah lol jus joking haha...<br />i just need to get back to the old path of craziness nia...<br />where i just freaking endure freaking sufferings...<br /><br /><br />yes i once broke down as i was jus too mentally defeated...<br />and... that kind of feeling is really scary...<br />yea... i don't even have a clear mind why am i doing such things...<br /><br />but then, the 'such things' was just purely Nothing stare blankly...<br />nothing but just fear from nowhere came to me...<br /><br />yea... it was last year...<br />it was way before i created SC...<br />everything just falls...<br />it isn't stress that eaten me...<br /><br />but...<br />emotionally tired...<br />tired of the enduring...<br /><br />and... the path of craziness is all about enduring...<br /><br />i still remembered those times whereby nothing really seems a problem to me in enduring...<br /><br />sleep for a few hours daily...<br />working in the night...<br />school in the morning...<br />cca in the afternoon...<br />finding time for her...<br /><br />just overwhelming of things to do...<br />and...<br />i just couldn't endure the same old schedule again and again...<br /><br />i was totally a no lifer...<br />no friend outings...<br />no games...<br />no sort of other entertainment...<br /><br />i didn't even have much chances to meet her...<br />i miss her... a lot... all the time...<br /><br />but, she didn't really support me...<br />i understand...<br />she has also endure our distance relationship for a very long time...<br />then...<br />we broke off...<br /><br />it was then i an impact hit on another impact onto me...<br />i just couldn't take it anymore...<br />i get a lot of MC... again and again...<br />Didn't go for work...<br />Didn't went to school...<br /><br />i just dunno what to do with my life...<br />i was sad...<br />i was alone...<br /><br />no one understand me...<br />my family? they won't freaking bother...<br />i am no lifer at that time...<br />i can go without seeing my family for weeks...<br />although we are at the same house together at times... but, different rooms...<br /><br />Friends?<br />How can a no lifer have friends?<br /><br />i just stay at home...<br />and cried sometimes without knowing why...<br />i can't be bother with my life anymore...<br /><br />i just wanna die...<br />i wanna this world to end...<br /><br />no one understands me...<br />no one understand how empty i felt about this world...<br /><br />seriously...<br />no one...<br />no one even realise what happen to me...<br /><br />i just broke down...<br />like that...<br /><br />yea...<br />til today...<br />although i am really able to hide this feeling from others...<br />still...<br />it live deep inside me...<br /><br />i just wanted to do nothing...<br />totally nothing...<br /><br />this affected me way too much...<br />til it cause me to be totally nv serious in anything i do...<br />i forget about this thing call enduring and just give up...<br /><br />yes...<br />til now i am like that...<br /><br />i wanted my past back...<br />i wanted my spirit back...<br />i wanted to fight...<br /><br />yes...<br />i want to fight and endure...<br /><br />why can't i just look on the bright side?<br />i had enuf...<br />i really dunno what i should do...<br /><br />i seriously hate this life...<br />i am tired of enduring...<br /><br />i kept thinking...<br />when will death finally visit me...<br /><br />i am just tired...<br />of life...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-137982656433484628?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-80753380950762239382008-02-23T23:47:00.000+08:002008-02-23T23:49:04.478+08:00yes...<br />i am feeling down...<br />very very down...<br /><br />i need my ciggs...<br />i want them...<br />but i can't...<br />i need to quit...<br /><br />i am left with nothing to do now...<br />sleep?<br />i have slept for the whole of today...<br /><br />haiz...<br />addiction spice life up...<br />i dun have any addiction now...<br />nothing...<br />crap...<br /><br />feeling really down...<br />i need a new addiction...<br />a healthy one...<br /><br />cheers<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-8075338095076223938?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-16138898093083320142008-02-19T22:06:00.001+08:002008-02-19T22:08:07.915+08:00"The day you went away"<br /><br />Verse 1<br />Well I wonder could it be<br />When I was dreaming 'bout you baby<br />You were dreaming of me<br />Call me crazy, call me blind<br />To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time<br /><br />Pre-chorus 1<br />Did I lose my love to someone better<br />And does she love you like I do<br />I do, you know I really really do<br /><br />Chorus<br />Well hey<br />So much I need to say<br />Been lonely since the day<br />The day you went away<br />So sad but true<br />For me there's only you<br />Been crying since the day<br />The day you went away<br /><br />Verse 2<br />I remember date and time<br />September twenty second<br />Sunday twenty five after nine<br /><br />In the doorway with your case<br />No longer shouting at each other<br />There were tears on our faces<br /><br />Pre-chorus 2<br />And we were letting go of something special<br />Something we'll never have again<br />I know, I guess I really really know<br /><br />Chorus<br />The day you went away<br />The day you went away<br /><br />Pre-chorus 1<br />Chorus<br /><br />Bridge<br />Why do we never know what we've got 'til it's gone<br />How could I carry on<br />The day you went away<br />Cause I've been missing you so much I have to say<br />Been crying since the day<br />The day you went away<br /><br />The day you went away<br />The day you went away<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-1613889809308332014?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-19499027342875433852008-02-19T18:21:00.000+08:002008-02-19T18:24:14.998+08:00ohh man...<br />school today sux man...<br />i dunno what teacher talking sia...<br />gosh...<br />:(<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-1949902734287543385?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13838791.post-18801321877652056982008-02-18T23:04:00.002+08:002008-02-18T23:08:44.677+08:00I'm finally get rid of the holiday mood...<br />as holiday period is finally over...<br /><br />I am already awaken...<br />i am already preparing...<br /><br />for...<br />this year finals rush...<br />O's<br /><br />I've already forget about games...<br />I've already forget about her...<br />I've already forget about the sticks...<br /><br />I will only remembered,<br />studies from now onwards...<br /><br />awaken...<br />and preparing...<br />for the last study chiong in after june...<br /><br />i have only one wish now...<br />i dun wanna my engine to break down again...<br /><br />Dear lord...<br />plz help me...<br />to endure this...<br />i dun wanna break down again this year...<br />like what gotten last year...<br /><br />Cheers...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13838791-1880132187765205698?l=lib-life.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wei chong --- libraocthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04194732732041522690noreply@blogger.com0